nothing like us, taekook English version

10: "Even if we can turn back time, love is over, love.."

episode song: yıldız tilbe&manga, hani biz (in the media)

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My steps slowed but did not stop as I straightened the wide collar of my baggy coat, which I had just noticed folded, not because of the cold weather, but because of my anemia, my fingers adorned with silver rings, black at most, four fingers below my knees and more reminiscent of a trench coat. it bent so that it rested against my bones, causing my curly hair, down to my eyelashes, to cut off contact with my forehead.  When my gaze, which automatically found my body with my bowed head, started to tour my body again as if I had not examined myself in front of the mirror for minutes, the first thing that filled my perspective was my silver zippered boots with black laces like theirs.

I couldn't deny that my boots, in which I tucked the legs of my black tight jeans, made my already thin ankles look even thinner, which I was quite happy with;  my wrists were no different from women's wrists now, I could even say that they managed to look elegant despite the harsh image of my boots.  My black jeans, which covered the hem of my smoky gray sweater with a half neckline, making my legs look longer than they actually were, hugged my legs nicely, and the quality fabric of the pants made my legs look rather lean, and it wasn't an unhealthy weakness at all, and it did so despite my muscular thighs.

I thought I looked pretty;  I thought I looked really pretty with my curly hair down to my eyelashes and silver piercings adorning my eyebrows and lower lip, and that was the only thing that allowed me to walk with confidence with every step I took, as if I had created the little mountains.  My shoulders were erect despite tons of slumbering burdens, my gaze wasn't as dead as they had been yesterday, and I was calm enough to my shock, not feeling tense at all, so not dealing with nausea, spurts of breath, or tummy tucks that trailed by tension.

The effect of this blessing, which was given to me only for today, continued for a long time;  This effect continued when I noticed Taehyung's body as I crossed the streets that took me to the cafe that I used to frequent, before the hot air that filled the cafe kissed my skin as soon as I finally reached the cafe and opened the large wooden door of the cafe, which has changed at least as much as I did.

My skin was freezing, I was literally freezing despite the coat I was wearing, and actually I thought I was going to be cold anyway, but it didn't make much sense to come by my car when the cafe was too close to my house, also I hadn't been outside for a long time and both my soul and my body desperately needed the outdoors.  The hot air flowing from the air conditioner slowly leaked down my face, then my entire upper body, especially my upper body, covering my shoulder blades that managed to protrude despite my coat due to the cold, and the shadows that fall under those protruding bones that remind me of two cut angel wings whenever I look in the mirror. While he was stroking my skin, which was covered under it, and causing me to immediately start to blush, my vision that started to narrow made me realize that my eyes were narrowed, but no matter how narrowed my vision got, this could in no way prevent me from seeing Taehyung's body sitting on a table by the window in its clearest form, as when I entered the cafe.

Yes, Taehyung was sitting at a table by the window, which was located at the very back of the cafe.  My gaze first wandered over the high school students sitting at the tables around the table, and then, as per the concept of the cafe, I found Taehyung holding one of the cats inside, even roaming around the tables;  His head was bent downwards, probably because he loved the cat in his lap, there was a smile on his lips that I could see from here even though I couldn't see his teeth. Unlike my strands, the straight strands of hair that went down to his eyelashes were parted in the middle so that I could see his tanned skin covering his forehead.  I felt like a special caretaker today, although she was dressed as usual.