nothing like us, taekook English version

- "Heavy heavy as I descend, you are even prettier than the first day I saw you.

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When I blinked my eyes, which was narrowed by my sleeplessness because I woke up very early in the morning, my right hand was stroking Chaeryoung's narrow back by drawing oval movements, as he had done for minutes, and my wide palm, which was slightly moist due to sweating, was irritated by his overalls.

But even this annoying temper didn't stop me from thinking how absurd the fact that I was looking after Taehyung's children right now.  Speaking of Taehyung's children, yeah, strangely, I've been looking after Taehyung's kids for half an hour, and that was absolutely ridiculous!  Officially, I was looking after my ex's babysitter because the caregiver was taking leave because of their family situation and had no one to leave them.  God had nothing to do with it!

Well, if you had to get everything all over again, going back an hour would definitely be enough.  An hour ago, while I was lying on my bed and reading a book, as I usually do, Seokjin hyung burst into my room and briefly praised how handsome I am, then suddenly took the broad bean out of his mouth:

"Taehyung had to go to work, and Jeongguk and his caretaker had to return to his hometown urgently last night for family reasons, so he would leave the children to us, he wouldn't leave if his job wasn't really important, but he has no other choice. Would it be a problem for you?"

These were exactly the words he used, and the first detail that caught my attention from all his sentences was that he had no one to leave his children, and I didn't think it was absolutely absurd to get caught up in this, because the storks didn't bring these children, was it?  How could he have no one to quit when that was the case?

Thousands of questions swarm in my head, and in order to get rid of the question marks that make my hands sweaty, with my completely expressionless face and careless voice, "Where are we looking at his mother?  when I ask;  Her mother is also working, waiting for an answer in the style of "Probably with her boyfriend."  his answer made me seriously shocked.  I didn't even know exactly what to be surprised when what I had heard caused my careless expression to vanish instantly;  For god's sake, should I be surprised that Taehyung is divorced or is Seokjin Hyung known this for a long time?

Well, I was deeply aware that it was quite pointless to be surprised that Seokjin Hyung knew because Seokjin hyung was someone who was able to know a lot about everyone around him from where he was sitting because he was the only person we all had trouble with somehow.  The fact that Taehyung only knew that he was returning to Seoul was an example of this.

Ok, I confess;  I was very surprised.  I was surprised because this was never what I expected.  It seemed so strange that Taehyung's divorce from his wife ... I felt like everything was going on in Taehyung's life contrary to my life, he was a guy with a good family, a wonderful life in my eyes, and unhappiness or trouble would definitely come to his door.  I thought it was not playing.  And no, because I know something about his family or his marriage, I just didn't think that way, he was married, had children, and most importantly, he had a family.  These were enough to make me think he had a wonderful life, because these were the reasons why my life was shitty;  I didn't have a family, children that I dreamed of over the years, and most importantly, a wife.

The moment I was overcome by my astonishment of the facts I learned, it was very quick, with my permission, Seokjin hyung notified Taehyung, no more than fifteen minutes after the notice Taehyung brought the children and left immediately, and now I, Seokjin hyung, is with the children to support her even if she did not ask  I was also interested, which was not just my decision, as Chaeryoung was already struggling between the arms of Seokjin hyung to come to my lap right after Chaeryoung got used to the environment and remembered my face - I think.