Secret Love (GXW)

Chapter-2

Y/n Pov

We were currently at Jenny's bedroom upstairs playing Call of Duty on her pc. I didn't know this cute small girl was also a gamer like me.

"Ugh..why is it so hard??!! Everytime when I am letting my guard down someone shows up and kills me." I laughed as she groaned and died for the sixth time.

"It's okay you will learn it slowly. I will teach you my dear noob don't worry." I laughed as she glared at me playfully before pouting.

"So you will be my gamer sensei." She said with a smile as I started at confused on the last word she said.

"Sensei??" I asked to her.

"Sensei means teacher in Japanese." She said as I made an 'o' face.

"So now you are going to call me sensei huh?" I said to her with a huge grin on my face.

"Maybe." She just shrugged playfully as she said. Before I could say anything my phone ringed. I took it out to see my dad calling me. I stood up and told Jenny I have to go.

I ran down the stairs as I don't want my dad to be angry at me. As I went by kitchen towards the front door, Jenny's mom called me.

"Y/n, why you in an hurry? Did something happened?" She said as she came towards me with her brows furrowed.

"No, nothing happened. I am just late that's why. My dad will be worried about me." I lied. My dad will never be worried about me but he will be very angry if I got home late.

"Oh, you didn't inform him that you were coming over here after school?" She asked as she crossed her arms on her chest.

"Umm...I-I did, but then also he is just a bit worried I guess." I said as I smiled awkwardly at her. She didn't seem to buy my excuse but then also she just nod at me.

"I should probably get going. It was nice meeting you, Mrs Kim." I said as I smile a little and turned around to go towards the door.

"Good night, Y/n" I heard her say that which I also responded with a 'good night' and went towards my home.

(Warning ⚠️ abuse and cursing)

I got home after 15 min of walking. As I entered my house I was welcomed by my dad who was sitting on the couch with a glass of whiskey in his hand. He was drunk again, I closed the door as I got inside. He heard it and looked towards me. His eyes red because of alcohol. He got up from the couch and came towards me. I felt a sting on my cheek as my face went to side. He slapped me again that's not a new thing for me he always does that. He gripped on my arm harshly and pushed me on the floor.

"Where were you, you bitch?!!" He shouted as I fell on the floor with on hand held my cheek he slapped and the other on the floor keeping me balanced.

"I-I w-was at a f-f-frie-end's ho-ouse." I said as I stuttered a bit. Crying not from the pain but from the fear of what's going to happen next.

"Don't you remember I told you to come home straight after school?!! Or should I make you remember it?!!" He yelled at me as he kicked me in the guts. I screamed from pain and held my stomach tightly.

"I-I'm s-sorry, I-It...will n-not hap-pen ag-ain" I said as I cried and bit my scream from the pain in my guts.

"You have broken your rule, which means it calls for a punishment." He said as laughed wickedly at the end.

He remove his belt and I tried to stop him by saying sorry over and over but he didn't listened to me. He held his hand up in the air and swung his belt on my back. I screamed loudly from the pain I was feeling and tried to crawl back but he held my foot and and kicked again in my guts making me scream again. He hit me more 6 times before the door opened revealing my brother luke standing at the door way. His eyes widened as he saw the scene in front of him. He came towards me and help me sit up.

"What the hell do you think you are doing?!!!" My dad yelled at luke as he helped me get to my bedroom.

"I should be the one asking you that! I told you if you ever again lay a hand on her I will beat the shit out of you, I don't care even if you are my father!" Luke shouted as his face got red from the anger. I was feeling dizzy from the pain as I fell on luke's shoulder.

"She came home late. I punished her for breaking the rules!" My dad said as luke's face turned up more red.

"Who do you think you are?! For punishing her like this huh?!!" Luke said.

"I'm her father!"

Luke scoffed at his statement." You don't deserve to be her father. After all this year you don't fucking deserve to be her father."

"Watch your language luke, and I am just doing my job as a father. I am helping her to cure from that thing." He said as luke made me lay on the bed of my room.

"Cure?? From what? She is not sick don't you understand that?!!" Luke said with anger in his voice.

"She is sick. You will never understand that I am just doing this for her betterment." My father said.

"Just because she into girls and she behaves like a man doesn't mean she is sick. She can live how she wants and love who she wants you have no right to say in this nor you have right to forcefully change her by abusing her everyday." Luke said as he was on the verge of crying.

"Luke you don't understand dear? Please listen to -" Luke cut him off by shutting the door of my room on his face. We heard our dad yelling and banging on the door. Luke came towards me and sit beside me on the bed.

"I'm sorry because of me you are crying." I said to him as he wiped his tears and shake his head at me.

"You don't have to say sorry. I'm the one who should say sorry for all this. For 3 years he has been abusing you and I just have been standing there and watching it. I should have done something before." He said as he held my hand tightly in between his hands.

"No, Luke it's not your fault. From the day I came out to dad he has always been trying to change me. He thinks that he can change me by beating and throwing harsh words to me. I miss dad you know, before I came out he would always treat me like a princess and he would always listen to me but... But now he have became a whole opposite version of it. I wish mom was here with us she would have talk to him and he would have understood me then." I said as I cried when he hugged me and I laid my head on his chest.

"I know how you feel and I also miss how he was before...I wish that night instead of mom, dad would have been in that shop. I'm sorry for thinking like that but I just wish because then you wouldn't have to face this all right now. Mom always knew from start that you were into girls. You remembered when she introduced you to the neighbour's daughter when we went to their housewarming party. She was even planning on setting a date for you that day." He said as we both laughed at the memory. I touched my necklace that had mom's picture in it.

"Yes, and the time when she forced me to a gay bar just because I was scared to ask any girl out and the time when she taught me how to flirt by flirting with a younger girl in the park. That day I was so embarassed when the girl flirted back but in the end mom turned her head towards me and said 'that's how you score, babe' and I ran away from there with my face so red because of embarassment." I said as we both laughed at the memories of our mom. It went silent for a moment, the banging and yelling of my dad was also stopped.

"Just because mom is not with us doesn't mean you can't talk to someone about your feelings, you know I'm always there for you. You can always count on me, little sis" He said as I sobbed hard and held him tighter. I held him tighter as my eyelids felt heavy and soon I fall asleep.