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As my maa and Papa promised me and he himself make believe that he will not disturb my preparation.. He never called me again. It's been 1 month and I was doing everything in my control to ignore that charming but cunning face in my class and to only concentrate on my coming exam. He never approached me directly after our showdown happened infront of whole class. People were giving me sympathetic looks after all that drama done but I won't care anymore. Stating the truth it still hurts me that I believed such a rascle with my whole life. I know it's hypocracy to blame him after saying yes to someone's marriage proposal even after being in love with someone else but I have always cleared my facts that if it's between him and my family I will always choose my family and I was not at that position to protest them. I was just a student preparing for an exam he too was just a student what should I have said to my father. On other side the groom they found for me was well settled.. Good looking.. Have a good family background the only point I had was him being 8 years older to which my maa dissaproved by stating my parent's age gap. May be this is good for me. Alas I don't have time for all this shit. I have my classes from 8:00 am to 7:00pm with lunch and tea break. My exam is coming closer and I can't take the risk of being distracted by anyone. So girl buckle up and leave your would be hottie husband thoughts for some time." Ewww so gross you are women.. You never like this " Sana chided herself but what she can do that charming handsome husband of hers is dominating her thoughts from the day they talked to each other on call.

His voice it's so deep,husky and manly at same time she felt something stirred inside her body and heart as well. His caring nature that make her smile like fool. He was so tall 6'1 and she was 5'7 they gonna make a perfect pair. She smiled idiotecaly at that thought.

Her chain of thoughts was disturbed by her evil roommate.

Aahaan madam man hi man muskura Rahi hai kya baat hai.. Jija ji ko yaad Kr rhi ho tum.. Shivani teased Sana in her famous jharkhandi accent and loved the way she talks.

'Kya yrr Kuch bhi bolti hai' Sana answered back hiding her crimson cheeks. She was healing with the help of Shivani and thoughts of better future with his would be husband.
Now just shut up mujhe Pdhna hai Tu so jaa.. Sana intrupt Shivani when she again about to start tease Sana.
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"Woahh I talked to her" Sidharth was doing victory dance after talking to sana. It's been a week but he was not able to concentrate on anything except her.. Her giggles,sweet voice, enchanting laugh and everything about her was so memorable. He could that day her rising breathe... Quivering of lips.. Her shudders after hearing his voice and that was making him so possessive and territorial at the same time. Her being surrounded by strangers gawking at her wet form was making him angry but he controled for her sake only. He don't want to frighten her on their very first conversation. This feeling... This racing of heartbeat...quickening of breathe.. Freezing of moments happened to him for the first time. He was attracted to his would be wife very very attracted. Her soft plump lips.. Her Doe like big eyes so expressive saying their own story.. Her cubby fluffy cheeks he just wanna bite them... Shitt man such a pervert you are Sidharth he growled at his ownself. He was aware of the fact that he was losing his heart slowly slowly.
---------------------------------------------------it's been 3 months and 28 days of them being spected as each others partner by their perspective family and also subconsciously from there heart.

Sana being Sana is wandering here there in panic state. Tomorrow will be here exam. She was pretty confident about her preparation but her anxiety was taking a toll on her senses. She worked so hard for this day she literally gave up her sleep and dedicated her every ounce to this exam preparation. She was talking to her brother while arranging her essential for tomorrow. Her brother who was also an army officer was giving his sister best advices to combat the coming troubles.
"haa bhai mai Dhyan Rkhungi apna.. Time se nikl jaungi paper k liye.. Aap tension mt lo... " sana told her brother.