Once Upon A Fantasy | JB

He Dared

Jae POV

So I am waiting for Justin to come over since it was 8 o'clock at night, and he needed to make himself comfortable.

I know it's early but I'm extremely tired today, for some reason, and I also want Justin to get used to the surrounding.

I decided that getting ready was the best solution so I wouldn't have to do that when Justin arrives.

I was already in my room, and since the bathroom is close to it, I went inside it and began to brush my teeth, along with washing my face. I took a shower this evening after we swam.

I started this thing that before I sleep in like two or more hours, I brush my teeth and not eat anything until breakfast, because brushing my teeth is like the border for me not to eat.

Instead of eating, I drink lots and lots of water to help cleanse my body from any toxins.

I do this process for about a year and a half now, and it helps a lot. It keeps me hydrated, it makes my skin healthier, it keeps my hair strong, and I am getting thinner - in a proper way.

For some reason, I always feel like I'm getting fatter, but when I look at the scale, the number is either the same or less than it used to be. As of now, I'm 45 kg. I should put on some weight according to my doctor.

'Jae, shut up and stop underestimating yourself. You are beautiful no matter what.' The familiar voice in my head said.

Well the thing is, most of the time I'm confident in myself, but sometimes I think 'what are others thinking when they are looking at me?'

Somehow I get mixed answers for that.

I think too much...

When I was done from the bathroom, I looked in my bag to check for suitable pyjamas to wear in front of Justin. I need long pyjamas.

I searched through my bag and didn't find any trousers. Where did my pyjamas go?!

I freaked out for a few minutes, but then remembered that Ava forgot where she put her pyjamas today and took mine. Apparently, she decided on taking the long one.

I can't wear the short ones in front of Justin, they're too short; almost like booty shorts. No one can see me wearing like this.

I sighed and called Ava. She didn't answer. I called Chaz, he didn't answer. So I called Jack, and he picked up almost immediately.

Jack is like my baby - like the way a girl would love her dog 'baby' - and I love him for that.

"Hey Jae, why are you up?" He asked.

"What do you mean? It's almost nine..."

"Well since Her Highness, Jae, wants to go to sleep, we all decided on sleeping too..." he said.

"That's what peasants do..." I giggled

"Ha. Ha. Very funny," he mocked, making me role my eyes, "Anyways, why are you up?"

"I just wanted to know why Ava isn't answering her phone."

"Would you like to tell me why you need her? She is sleeping, in case you didn't understand."

"Well, I called her because I need my long pyjama trousers, and she took them; since she lost hers somewhere in the changing room today. I need them because like I already told you, Justin is sleeping over."

"Oh. She was wearing them when I saw her. Did you only get one?"

"No, I got three, and the other two are in private laundry."