I will help you

Chapter 3 Deep sleep

Kyojuro and and Giyuu made there way to his room. Giyuu went to get an extra futon and a change of cloths for both of them after they go changed and Giyuu laid down on his stomach so that Kyojuro could massage his back.

When Kyojuro got back from changing he sat down next to Giyuu and started to massage him sack witch this time was really just to help him out and make his back feel better. As he was doing so remembering all the spots that he had felt knots as he started on Giyuu's shoulders he let out a small moan. He didn't mean to of course but it happened so at this point he didn't really care about it. Kyojuro moved his way down his back and when he was done he realized that Giyuu was asleep.

Kyojuro let out a small chuckle and made his way to his futon he fell asleep looking at Tomioka. When he woke Giyuu was still asleep and he looked really tired so he let him sleep and went to the kitchen so he could Mack then breakfast. He was setting up the plates and was about to go wake up Tomioka when he hear a scream he ran to the room and saw Giyuu in the corner.

Tomioka was in the middle of a panic attack so making sure nothing was around that would cause him to do that he went to Giyuu. He put him into a very big hug to try to calm him down and he started to talk to him telling him it was ok and he started to come back to reality. Rengoku was wondering what was happening then Tomioka stood up and ran to the bathroom. Rengoku was fallowing him there and he saw that he was throwing up in the toilet.

When he was finished he made his way to the kitchen and Kyojuro was asking if he was alright. He got some cold water and saw the food on the table he asked if Rengoku made it he got a yes in return and sat down and said thank you.

They sat in silence for about five minutes with some rain in the back round. Tomioka had Brocken the somewhat comfortable silence and said " Thank you for helping me this morning." In his normal black voice but it felt genuine so Kyojuro smiled a little bigger and replied " It's no problem but may I ask what made you scream." Tomioka paused for a moment but then he said " I had a flashback." That made Kyojuro worry more because what could be so bad that it made a pillar not to mention the pillar notorious for not showing emotion scream have a panic attack and through up then he wondered how many times this had happened before but he would have been all by himself.

He was snapped out of his thoughts when he saw that Tomioka had stopped eating he asked him if the food had tasted bad and Giyuu shock his head and responded saying " I'm just full" this surprised Rengoku becausehow could someone in a high place in the demon slays only eat hlaf a bowl of food. But he would discuss that later. He then asked one more question " Would it be ok to ask what the flashback was about you don't have to tell I was just wondering what made you react like that." Kyojuro figured that the truth would be the best way to get through to Tomioka.

Giyuu took a long pause and the responded " ok" Kyojuro and Giyuu then got comfortable at the table figuring that it was going to be a long story.

( This contains some pretty gruesome things so it this bothers you then the summery is just his past but ten times worse because fanfic so      ✨ exaggeration✨)

Tomioka took a deep breath in and then he started to speak " It's about when my mom was  sick with a bad disease it caused her to start decomposing while she was alive it hurt her a lot and it spread by contact so we couldn't comfort her with touch witch was the best way to calm her down so I would just talk to her and try to get her mind of the pain. It smelt terrible and she looked like a walking corpse." He paused to look at Rengoku expecting to see a look of discussed but it wasn't he looked sad probably because he lost his mom to. Tomioka took another breath and continued to talk " She was the first of the family to die" Rengoku was trying not to cry already and the death of Giyuu's mother was already enough to exuse the lack of emotion and what happened that morning especially if he had to see her like that again but then he heard what Tomioka said about the first one of his family to die and that made him want to hug him and never let go but he had to hear the rest of his story but that's when Giyuu stopped again and he said " That was my dream." Then he stopped talking.

Rengoku wanted to hear about the rest of his life and he wanted to help him but he didn't want to push it so he just responded with a "I'm sorry for you losses" and Giyuu thanked him Kyojuro got dressed again and went back because that rain was just sprinkling now but it was still dark because of the clouds. Rengoku was now determined to help him and so he need to make a private meeting with Oyakata-sama.