Escaping Lust( The Savior #1)

Chapter 4: Colors...

Valentina POV

"I'm not fucking you," Valentina he yells at me. He didnt answer my question "What's a sub?" I ask again.

"Sub is short for submissive, it when someone agrees to be your sex doll and they submit to you. If they agree to it you now become their dom. Dom is short for dominant. My subs submit to me and I fucked them whenever I want. They cant complain about what I do to their body, because they signed and agreed to it.'' He explains that's the same as buying a female.

"So it's basically the same thing, you just dont have to pay for one. Where are all you subs then" I ask. "Dead, my father hates my idea of subs. He was glad to hear I wasted over 100 mil on a girl" "he groans. I know my brother forced him to do it. He doesnt give a shit about me.

"Alessandro please" I beg. I never thought I would be begging for someone to take my virginity. Especially him. The blond kid has someone force me into agreeing I wouldnt let anyone fuck me. I dont want to return there.

"If I fuck you, you will be officially mine. You will be under my security. Live in my house. Anything you do is under me. I cant have that responsibility, I have a mafia I'm going to be controlling, a company. I'm the next multi-billionaire in line" "he lists the conditions. I cant live with him, that is suicide. I dont want to hear him having sex everyday.

"Does it really have to work like that? I have no freedom. You said you did it for my brother, so why are you actually taking this seriously?" I ask.

"Mafia and women tracking is re al,Cipolletta(little onion). Once I send proof we fucked and I know I have to. You will be watched for the first couple of months. If I am tired of you I will send you back. Which isnt something you have to worry about. Val I cant". he says.

"Why not? He always made me feel some type of way. I'm asking him to do it now and he doesnt want to. Why cant you? if you're worried my brother will say something he doesnt have to know." he looks away. "I wont be able-'' he whispers, 'I didn't catch the last part.

"You wont be able to do what? Also how do you send proof we fucked?"I ask. He turns his gaze back onto me and stares at me. His face says it all. Sex tape. "I would like to keep anything dignity I have left"

"No, not a tape. I cant say. You're not supposed to know how we give proof. If you knew you wouldnt be begging for me to fuck you. I like begging but not in this circumstance" "he says.

I dont want to have sex with  him, I want to save myself. "Alessandro" I called out his name. Valentina. "You are a virgin. Go ask adam to fuck you and than come back to me I will gladly rail you afterwards" he walks away.

"So you would rather another man had access to me first, when you can take it yourself" I shout. He stops in his steps and turns around. " So that's a no. I have a job full of men who would die to fuck me but respected me. I'm a virgin for a reason, I wanted to lose it when I felt like the time was right. This is the time. I dont to sleep with you but  I dont want another male to rape me" I say.

He tilts his head, "you dont want another male to fuck you he repeats my words" My eyes widened. I didnt realize I said that. "Not what I said." I lied.

"You dont want another male in you, If I do this. I wont be able to stop. I dont fuck soft. I prefer if females had experience. My kinks are something that isnt comparable. You are begging me to fuck you, but you will be begging for me to stop. I dont do aftercare either" "he says walking slowly towards me. His voice deepened and his accent got stronger. It's like he is a different person.

"I don't do consent. I fuck when I want" he says. I thought he said females agree to this. "You said your subs signed a contract to that though" He chuckles.