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My brain stopped I'm sorry
1 month later
Olivia James Have you ever felt like you're so alone you just forget that you're still a living person on this planet. Out of all 7 billion people on this earth you feel like no one understands you, and no one will ever understand you.
Have you ever felt so depressed you cried yourself to sleep every night, and you would wake up crying again.
Have you ever had so much pain you thought, it's one quick moment of pain and it will all be over, all the pain, the suffering, the hurt everything you go through would be over and you would Rest In Peace.
Have you ever cried so hard that you're eyes started burning, that you had the urge to slam you're head into a wall just to not feel the mental pain you're going through.
Have you ever looked at yourself and thought, I am a pathetic little nothing.
Well, that's how I felt right now, banging on the door beggin for them to let me out and tell them the whole story.
"Please you gotta believe me, he raped and drugged me" was the only sentence i could think of yelling.
I was tired
I was in pain
I was alone
Why would he do this to me, I did nothing wrong. All of this couldn't all be from me not wanting to shower with him.
My head kept thinking of the note they took from me. The note Harry wrote right before I got dragged inside my so called 'sleeping cell'
'I'd like to see myself more as a psychopath<3'
What did he mean?
It felt like 4Am at night when I got snapped out of my thoughts by the sweet voice.
Lisa wonder
I got introduced to her the day after I saw Harry.
She was the woman that stood at my door telling me to please step back to bed and get some rest. She ended up being really nice waking me up every day for my group meetings with other 'Residents'.
"Hey Olivia, you've got a visitor" her soothing voice said.
Wait what? Did she just say visitor. This whole month I've been in here I have never gotten a visitor.
I shoot up from my bed seeing her small frame standing next to my bed.
"What do you mean visitor, isn't it like night time?" It was weird because visitor hours always started around 12Pm.
