50 shades of you

SHADE#2

So once I gained my first shade I tried to become someone else someone who is not me of course the only part of me I had left was my appearance. It was Tuesday and it was a school night there was a knock on the door and I went to answer it it was David

"Ughh what are you doing hear shouldn't you be in quote on quote college"

"Yeah and shouldn't you be more smarter by now" he said as he smirked and pushed me out of the way as he walked in smelling the refreshing air and I could tell what he was thinking smells like time to slack off. He walked into the kitchen to our mom's famous Shrimp Alfredo.

"Mom"!! he said as he walked over to hug her as he lifted her in the air. "David I missed you so much" mom said as she gave him a big kiss on the cheek.

"Were is dad" he said as his head wondered out of the kitchen door. Then all if a sudden dad walked in the door arms out ready to embrace the love the gave each other a hug and then did their special hand shake.

"I hate you all" I said I walked out uo the stairs to the 3rd floor to my room I went inside my bathroom looked into the mirror and cried my eyes out I thought I'm a good for nothing waste of space nobody would ever love me.....so I drunk bleach and drunk peroxide I passed out on my floor

David I ran up to Davids room and knocked on the door to check on him, he wouldn't let me in I pulled out my ID and then used it to unlock the door he was laid out on the floor of his bathroom with the door cracked open I began to cry knowing that this was all my fault I yelled to mom and dad as I called 911

911 what's your emergency "My brother he is passed out on the floor and there is bleach and peroxide with open caps on his sink and in his hand. I'll send an ambulance what's your address 3142 Tracey Len drive. The ambulance was here in 2 minutes I carried him to the ambulance laid him on the bed and got in the back of the ambulance with him I told mom and dad to meet us at memorial hospitalm. They wouldn't let me go into the ER with him I sat for hours waiting for the little scamp to walk through the door good as new. But he never did the doc walked over and said he would have to stay the night so that he could recover and would be free to leave tommorow I stayed the night I kissed his for head like i did when he was little but he does not remember that.