50 shades of you

SHADE#4

I have been thinking a lot.. Eve has been acting very weird lately. The not she wrote was also a kik message she sent to me because she knows as she said word from word Im so stubron that I might even have not even went to the diner.

Im not even sure if she knows what happened if she even cared because latley it has seem as if she doesn't but it was ok.

Me drinking bleach and peroxcide was the best thing that happens to me it thought me life is to short to morn and try to end your self to end your issues when u can just solve your issues.

I woke up that morning and went to the mall were I set up a sign on the stage that said dancers and 2 singers needed I was going to do a live performance if Iggy Azalea and Jennifer Hudson Trouble. Time flew pass I checked my phone over and over and over waiting on eve to reply bit she says everything in our relationship is my fault.

Front the corner of my eye I saw the new girl at my school.

She had long brades and was one of the funniest people I knew.

"Hey Stevie"

"What is this" she seconded

"O hi Alice I didn't see you there" I said as I smiled and blushed a little. I think I really did like Alice she was smart pretty and funny and she really doesn't give a shit about certain things.

"So are you going to tell me what it is?"

"Umm oh yeah I need dancers 6 to be exact" I said

"Why"she said as she folded her purse into her arms

"I'm having my first live performance at the Ritz theater in 3 weeks" I said as smiled in the moment of awkwardness

"I'll sign up hey I lobe to dance and I like to perform and your cute" she said as she smiled

"Thanks and tour not so bad yourself...I'm kidding your great" I said

She signed her name and have me a kiss and walked off

"Wow I never thought that would happen while looking for dancers but it did and I looked it a lot of things were happening"

By the end of the day I had 8 dancers 5 girls and 3 guys tommorow I would get two more guys and we would be ready for rehearsal

I went home to see no shoes in the front and no one was in the living room or kitchen.

I walked upstairs to find mom crying and dad comforting her

"What happened" I asked dad mom looked to broken down to even answer the question

"David left and he took 36,000 dollars of insurance money from all of us total" I said"what the hell and you are crying mom we should be out there trying to get him" I said as I pikled out my phone and called David

He didn't answer

"Stevie don't he is your brother" mom said

"Yeah he is and your son who just stole from us and let me guess he is still your favorite

what do I have that he doesn't

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Sorry I haven't updated I have been going through a lot and this chapter is actually based off if some of that.

But yeah have a great day and keep going at what you do...your doing it right

SHADE#4 INSECURITY