(Awww I thought this pic would be perfect for Zayn 's loss this chapter will be based on what happened in the last chapter so make sure you've read it ily all.)
Zayn POV
I get up in the morning to go fix some breakfast for me and lindi. I walk in the kitchen and then I remember lindi isn't here anymore she's far away now probably drinking wine with other angels. God she was a good girlfriend we never really told anybody that we were dating, and now I regret it I don't have her here with me to tell everyone that we are well we're dating , and now she's gone , gone forever .
Carley POV
God Zayn is so hot. I can't get my eyes off him. He must've forgotten I was here cause he just fell to his knees and started balling and whispering Lindi's name. God I feel so bad for him I wish I could help him but the way I want to help him wouldn't be right since he just lost his girlfriend. I can't sit here and watch him cry though so I get up.
"Hay there I heard you lost an important person yesterday and I came over but you were asleep so I layed down on the couch and fell asleep , anyway are you Okay is there anything I can get you or do for you I really am sorry about lindi she was my best friend. I am just so glad that they got the guy so he'll pay for hurting her." I hope that sounded nice enough. I get so excited talking to him no matter what the topic is.
He smiles and says " thanks but I'm fine I don't need anything except lindi I want my baby back I loved her I was gonna propose to her and live happily ever after with her and now she doesn't even get to live to be 21 she wasn't ready to go she had a whole life ahead of her she didn't deserve this she didn't do anything wrong. Why did this have to happen to her why not me or some random drunk kid not her no I can't believe it I have to be dreaming. And he didn't just hurt her he killed my soon to be wife killed her I didn't even get to tell her how much I love her the last thing I said to her was *okay be careful babe* god that isn't what I wanted our last words to be I wanted them to be *I love you* I'm gonna go see Harry you can come if you'd like but I don't care it's up to you."
" Umm yeah I would love to zayn." I hesitate I wonder if he'll ever be interested in me as a girlfriend. He is a really nice guy. I feel really bad that he lost his girlfriend he didn't deserve that neither did lindi. She will be missed she was always the life of the party always making stupid jokes that we couldn't help but laugh at.
I take a deep breath and tell Zayn that if he ever needs to talk or anything more I'm here for him. He smiles "I will eventually but right now I gotta be with Harry and Ashley they have been my friends for as long as I can remember."
Ashley POV
"I don't understand it why would he have shot when lindi was right there in front of him..............Unless he did it on purpose......why though........,.. no that can't be it....... He may not have seen her yeah let's just stick with that one. I don't want to think about him doing it on purpose that would be tremendously terrible." Besides lindi didn't do anything wrong to make someone want to shoot her so it had to have been an accident. Harry's looking out the window and I think he's actually crying.
"Harry babe are you ok?" I sigh. "No Ashley alot of people dont know this but lindi was my cousin and I was supposed to be watching out for her. Damn It I messed up big time. I shouldn't have ever let Zayn take her anywhere." He sits down on the floor and cups his hands around his face. I get up to walk over there when I hear a knock at the door. "I'll get it" Harry cries. Ok. He walks over to the door and looks through the peep hole. "its Zayn and Carley?" I think he's confused as if to why Carley is with Zayn. He opens the door and I see Zayn walk in his face covered in tears. Damn everybody is crying. I'm gonna die if another person walks through that door crying.
Me and Harry sit down on the couch when there's another knock at the door. "I'll get it Harry" I say as I'm getting up. I Open The door andDB it's two older people. Fuck they're crying to.
"Harry it's me Tim Lindi's dad" the guy says and they walk in and sit on the love seat.
Zayn POV
The guy sits down and looks at me. He opens his mouth then closes it. Just when I thought he changed his mind about talking. He says "You you were the boy with my angel when she was shot you took her to the party you son of a bitch you got my daughter shot." He stares at me with a face of hatred. "Sir I wouldn't have taken her if I knew that he was gonna be there I sware I loved lindi with all my heart we were gonna get married and live together Untill we were old and gray." I feel bad for this guy but he can't take it out on me. Can he?
"You marry my lindi your pathetic I would never let you marry my baby girl you are a no good scum go to hell."
"I will right after you." I'm about to flip out on this guy.
Carley POV
Did Zayn actually just say that oh my god he did. "Zayn calm down please. Come on I think we should go ok."
He looks at me and stands up. "Yeah. Let's go so this poor excuse for a father can wallow in his shame." Auto. "Now Zayn don't say something that you'll regret." "Regret ha your hilarious the only thing I regret and will ever regret is not getting to tell lindi I love her before she she died." He glares at Lindi's dad while Lindi's mom sits there in shock of everything happening I feel bad for her loosing her daughter and having a lunatic for a husband. I grab Zayn arm and pull him out the door. "What are you doing Zayn Malik" I studder When he grabs me and starts kissing me. I really love this but I don't want it to happen if he's just doing out of anger and devastating. I mean he can really kissed but this isn't love. I can tell by the way he is more less force kissing me. "Damn Zayn you really need to stop please you don't like me your doing this cause your angry and devastated.!" I scream. "What you don't want me thats the first." He smirks. "Its not that you are really hot like super hot it's just I don't want to be used to replace lindi I know that's what your doing so I'm not in ok I won't be used sorry to burst tour bubble but it's not happening when you get over Lindi then we can talk but now isn't the time you just lost tour Bae yesterday. " Zayn looks confused, he was clearly using me he had to be cause he's never showed any interest in me. Has he? No I don't think so I gotta get this outta my head or I'm gonna grab him and kiss him and I can't do that.
"Look Carley I've liked you since I met you and every time I saw you flirting with Jake and kissing and hugging him I i got jealous like really really jelly so please listen this isn't using you its loving you. I know I just lost lindi but that doesn't mean that I can't move on. Like you and me think about it please I mean of course not right now but after the funeral and I get a chance to grieve ok. Please ?" "I.....I.....I don't know what to think Zayn I thought our relationship was strictly friends." I'm ecstatic that he thinks this way bout me. I really like him alot and wow he can kiss .
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