Leave A Scar. (Tommy Joe Ratliff Fanfic)

Chapter 6

4 YEARS LATER

"Tommy! Let's go!" Adam yells from downstairs.

"I'm nearly done!" I yell back, applying some guyliner and smiling at my reflection and a the photo that was taped to it.

I ran my fingers over her face... Shilo's face. It has been four years without her and I still can't get her out of my head, they wouldn't allow me to go to the funeral. I miss her so much. I can't say I am not doing well for myself, I am in a band with the one and only, Adam Lambert! Crazy, I know.

Today we are interviewing a girl who auditioned to be Adam's new bass player. I am excited to meet her, I hope she is real nice. I've been with many women since Shilo but I could never stay with them more than a night..

"Tommy, dude, lets go" Adam yells again. I sigh, shutting the bathroom door behind me. I ran downstairs to see Adam with Monte and Isaac. I smile softly at them.

"I'm ready" I laugh. Monte messes my hair up and hides behind Isaac. "Asshole" I glare.

"Now, now boys. Best behaviour today" Adam spoke as we got into the car.

"Yes boss" I mocked.

We arrived at the recording studio where we will be seeing the new girl. Well, not new yet. We still need to see how she goes.

We all go out of the car and I kept my head down. I wonder how different this would all be if Shilo was here...

"Yo, TJ, you alright?" Adam asked as we walked through the doors. I smiled softly and nodded, without saying a word.

We walked into a room where we have the auditions. I saw a young girl sitting there, her hair was black and shaved on one side, she looked like a total badass. She stood up as she saw us enter the room, a smile on her face.

"Ashley Dzerigian" She spoke, shaking Adam's hand.

"Adam" He replied, giving her a small smile. "This is Isaac, Monte and my main man, Tommy."
I shook her hand and she let out another smile.

20 minutes later and we are just stunned at Ashley's skills. She is perfect!

"You are amazing at what you do" Adam smiles, I fiddle with my guitar while he speaks. "Welcome to our group, Ash" He smiles. She stands and gives him a hug.

"Thank you guys so much!" She squeals with delight. But her phone suddenly starts ringing. She says sorry as she turns around.

"She is great" I laugh as I sit down next to Adam. He nods in agreement. Ashley suddenly turns back around.

"Sorry about that, my cousin can be annoying sometimes" She giggles softly.

"Is your cousin hot?" Monte says suddenly. We all turn to him.

"I'd like to say she is" Ash laughs.

"Monte, too bad if it was a dude" Isaac laughs, leaving Monte a little embarassed.

"Sorry about him" I speak.

"It doesn't matter. Haha, this is her" Ash says, handing Adam her phone.

"Hey, Tommy, this looks like that girl in your picture you have on your mirror" Adam says, handing me the phone. My heart drops as I look at the picture.

"Wh-What is your cousins name?" I ask, not taking my stare from the phone.

"Shilo. Do you know her?" Her face was confused. I hand her phone to her and almost sprint from the room.

It can't be the same Shilo. It can't be...
I walked outside to the coldness LA had to offer. I pull my smokes from my pocket and realise that my lighter was at home.

"Fuck!" I shout as I kick the wall.

"do you need a light?" A young ladies voice asked from behind me.

"Yes plea-" I stop mid-sentence as I face the girl.....