I got home the next day and then hopped straight in the shower. I started crying in the shower.
{Zola: So I ended up miscarrying last night. *sobbing* I really tried everything to keep her safe, but like I said. It was a blessing. God didn't want me to have a kid with Jayden.}
When I got out and got dressed before going to sit outside.
I hugged my knees close to my chest and waited for someone to come home. I don't want to be alone for so long. Pauly ran through the gate and looked for me. He finally saw me and ran over to me. I broke down in his arms.
"It's okay. I got you," he said. "I tried so hard. I don't understand." I sobbed. "It was a sign babe. It wasn't meant to be yet." Ronnie said. "I know." I sighed trying to pick myself back together, "Come on Zola. Get your shit together." I fanned my eyes and dried my face. "Want me to stay with you tonight?" Vin asked. "You don't have to. You can go out and enjoy yourself." I waved him off.
"No, we will stay. We will have a spa night." Pauly said. I smiled at them. "I love you guys so much." I hugged them. "We love you too." they kissed my cheek. "Let's go make a cake or something," Mike said. "More like I make a cake and you guys eat it." I snorted.
"Same thing," Pauly said. I giggled and we made our way inside. I made a cake and cupcakes.
"What would we do without you?" Mike kissed my cheek. "Probably be bored." I shrugged. "You are 100% right," Pauly said grabbing a cupcake. I went to find myself an outfit for tonight and I went showered. I wrapped myself in a towel with my underwear on underneath it. "What are you doing?" Vin asked as I walked by with my makeup bag.
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Jersey Love *Jersey Shore Love Story*
FanficZola is going down to the Shore to have fun. She meets new people and they become very close. They are like family and this is their story when they're together.