( this changes time to time cause it doesn't really have a plan )
" I-I just want to die,"
" y/n just stop being such a baby so he's gone what about it ?"
" he meant everything to me you damn bish !"
" he meant everything to m- y/n grow up alrea...
TW: fluff , I think darling fluff is probs the only type of you know what you lot getting cause am trynna stay holy idk bout you lot 🍷#WAP Play song whenever
" please don't go I'll be nothing without you,"
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Time skip
Everyone had left apart from Jayda , Caleb and Jay , Jay and I headed to my room whilst Jayda and Caleb were fast asleep on the l shaped coach
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( your bedroom if you forgot )
I lead Jay to my bedroom and pushed him on the bed and crawled onto him He kissed me on the lips and wrapped his hand around my waist
I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine ( this is gonna be cringe I've never write fluff before not that I know off 💀) he smiled and attacked me lips with a huge sloppy kiss ofc I kissed back he was my boyfriend after all
He still had his arms around me and he moved my body closer this quickly turned into a make - out session in a matter of time he bit my lip telling me to open my lips I did as I was asked
He slipped his tongue in mine and his tongue fought domestically to see who would win and I won of course 🙄✋
I smirked in between every gasp I took for air I slid both of my hands inside his jumper touching his abs I decided I be sneaky and I pinched his nibbles which made him flinch
" y/n ouch," he whined " hehe👹," I evily laugh
Beh took me off of him and started tickling me
" pl-please stop ," I cried whilst laughing " STOP," I laughed even more " IT HURT BUT ITS FEELS WE-HEHEHHEHEH👹"
Jay eventually stopped and laughed at me laugh I took one of my pillows and hit his face with it
15 mins later
" y/n you know I love you right?" " no," I laughed " very funjy but for real you know I love you right?" I was quick to nod my head
" well anyways I decided to join the army in the USA with my biological brother ," he smiled " say what now?" I gave him a look of concern " Jay am happy for you and all but liek the army can't you just meet him ? You don't have to join the army,"
" yeah well he might be busy and plus my biological mom and dad are both dead and my brothers foster dad is away at work for liek 20 days," he smiled
" Jay are you sure this is your biological brother? I mean it's 2021 photo shoping things is kinda easy with all these apps ,"
" y/n I love you but sometimes you can sound stupid," He sighed my eyes widened at his choice of words
" excuse me mr man but am trying to protect you!" " yes yes I know you are y/n okay but I just wanna see my brother please I'll be safe only joining the army for 3-5 years,"
" 3-5 y- Jay I can't do long distance relationships those are hard and from those people tend to loose feelings like that, and plus what if you die ?" I started quieting down a bit
" listen y/n I'll call every day and if I don't call one day tgem you can worry," " No! I don't want to have to worry about you dying or going missing " I cried out
" listen Kay your the best thing to ever happen to me a-and loosing you will just be like how a kid feels when their mom beats their a$$," I cried even more and fell into jays arms
The rest of the night was me crying into jays arms while he told me when he is meant to leave for his plane
" Jay *sniff* I love you okay ," " y/m stop worrying it's only," " don't you dare I have all rights to be sad your moving and leaving for the army you could die any moment and I'll have some guy in green tell me my boyfriends been killed by some guy in another army,"
"Y-y-n don't think like that okay," " I'll think how I wnat to think big head," I laugh " 🙄," " hehe 👹,"
" stop doing that laugh it's creepy," " hehe 👹hehe 👹hehe 👹," " 🙄 I love you but your so damn annoying ,"
" n/n but if I ever do go missing if if I die ... and you have a break down just repeat this," " happy days, and say it with a smile even if you don't feel like smiling,"
( even though this sounds made up it really helps me so try it out guys if you feel like you need to 💕 I don't know if others doing it but I started saying it out of nowhere when am sad but it kinda helps)
" okay *yawn* night Jay love you," I dosed of to bed and slept in jays arms before I fully fell asleep Jay kissed me
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