chapter 4: old friend

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by charedleaf

by charedleaf

A/n: i forgot to put a !tw! last chapter i'm sorry<3

2nd person pov:

You woke up bright and early ready for school. You didn't tell Sasha about the incident yesterday, and you weren't quite sure if Jean told connie. Eren would know its not his place to share anything so he probably didn't tell anyone. You decided to just brush it off and get ready.

You walked over to your closet and pulled out grey sweats and a black oversized sweater with a zipper. You tied your h/c hair into a low messy bun and threw a baseball cap and some vans. You grabbed toast and you ran out the door. The air was very muggy and smelled of rain and fresh lawn clippings. You ran as fast as you could to get to school so Jean wouldn't see you.

You seen Jean, Sasha, and Connie standing by the entry, you slipped past them but not fast enough for Sasha t notice you.

"Y/n come back here" Sasha complained with a sad tone in her voice.

"Sorry I have somewhere to be"

Once you were out of their sight you slipped into and empty class room and sat on the floor until you heard the door nob move. In result you pulled your knees closer to your chest and placed your chin on them.

"Oi brat you alright?"

Your eyes shifted up to the man who was standing in the door way leaning on the frame. He had raven hair and was about 5,2, he wore a black blazer and black jeans.

"Yeah i'm fine just stressed thats all" you responded quick and clear not wanting to embarrass yourself in front of such a fine man.

"Okay what is it and before you ask brat, the names levi" the man so called levi growled.

You explained to levi about the jean situation and levi offered you to go get tea. Of course you said yes, I mean who would turn down tea with a hot guy. You sat beside the window staring out at the street. Everything was fine until you seen Eren with Mikasa holding hands and kissing every now and then. You just signed and put your head down from the dread.

"Hey you know him"? levi questions sounding cold as always.

you nod "He's just and old friend" you mumble.

An old friend my ass, you though to yourself. All the memories with Eren when you were kids then it hit you. The promise you both made to each other before you moved away. The promise to always wait for each other and never let any one take each others place. Yeah you were dating Jean but you didn't love him that much, you thought of it as more of a small fling. You shook your head and stood up.

"Hey I gotta get going" you waved to levi as you rushed out the door with tears starting to spill.

You started running and your breathing got heavy and your vision became very blurry due to the tears and running at the same time. You took one more glance at Eren and Mikasa and you lost it. You ran home and slammed your door, you flopped on your bed and let the tears spill. Until you seen flowers on your desk with a note.

You stumbled over to the desk and read the note:

To: My Love,

Y/ i'm very sorry for my actions in detention idk what came over me. I wont ever forgive myself for what I did. That said I want you to know that I have found another lover someone who can give me what I want and need. I still hope we can be friends.

Yours truly: Jean

Tears emerged from your eyes with in second of reading the letter, you felt like your heart sunk as you curled into a ball on the floor. First Eren and now Jean, can this get any worse. You squeezed your sleeve tightly and took deep breath but it wasn't working. Your breathing was heavy and you barely were getting in air.

"Why me, why does it have to be me, maybe the pain will go away if I leave" you mumbled under your breath.

"E your the only one who can fix this"

A/n : oooouhhh i'm excited to be writing the next chapter tomorrow, GIVE ME FEEDBACK PLEASE and 40 READS ALREADY DUDE THIS HAS BEEN OUT FOR A DAY AND THANKS FOR 900 ON TIKTOK THE USER IS levisxluvvrr ANYWAYS ENJOY!!!