natures wrath

CHAPTER 1: tears of the past, joy of the future

My name is Fortem miles and i have been struck down by life and i will tell you the story of how i faught my way to the very end.

I was young 21 years old to be precise i wanted to feel the joy of my young adult years i had suffered too much in my youth, taking care of my mom, my dad had died the day i had been born. He walked into a unforunate shooting, was a true tragedy.

Mom had been suffering of a sickness that up to this day we still cannot identify, her skin became pale, with bleedings from her eyes, ears, nose, mouth even her nails, and she felt unbearable muscle pain, at 5 am and 5 pm exact i remember her blood was boiling hot, it would burn through the skin, it would cause sudden drownings, and it would flow all through her body, she would have sudden shaking reactions, it took a toll out of us .

Eventually she passed away from extreme blood loss. Scienctist all over the world came together to try and solve this fenomenon I went on years wondering what had caused her sickness and neither doctors or scienctist could not come to a conclusion. I did research and came up with many theories, but noone was proven right either.

Six years later i moved on, i fell in love with a young woman two years younger than me,she was 19 years old. I had never been able to leave focus of my research until i met her and i gave up on ever finding out. Her name was Tetegit she was beautiful with her lengthy and curly hair she drew me in with quite a sight. She was reading a book called the mocking bird. I walked up and asked, " how are the birds holding up". She seemed puzzled, then realised i was reffering to the book, she responded, "its not about literal birds its an expression". I sparked a conversation between us. Then one thing led to the next in a month time we began to build a solid relation ship, and it all felt well.

We were the perfect couple and soon we moved in together. I felt a specific atraction, i was drawn to her body as she was to me. We had many nights of love and we shared a deep conection.

One night we decided to go out clubbing. We took a few shots on the racks and we headed out. We were feeling light headed, we were going to go to a bowling alley but decided to go home instead plans had to change we were really drunk, it was 8.45 in the night and we weret suppose to be so long in the club. As usual we had a wonderful night together, followed by deep sleep.

I dont think i dreamt that night, but she had dreamt for sure. In the morning she said, "strangest thing lat night, i dreamt we were dancing in the middle of a ball then we were in a bed room and you werent their anymore, i was with a another man i could not recognise the face, buf i felt like i knew him". I responded, "strange indeed would you not be hiding something from me". She laughed and said, "no". Her smile was coveri g up a secret but not the one i was expecting.

The following day we were fine she went to work and so did i. She worked in a call center in the big city and i was a nube accountant. The cate for each other is what motivated us to strive further. After 2 weeks she began to notice she was nuasistic and was experiencing a lot of morning sickness, although i had all the finances to raise a child i wasnt ready to become a father, i was still stuck with the trauma of my childhood. With good reason too.

We decided to have a pregnancy test but it was negative. Days passed an she was still the same we decided to make multiple tests incase te previous test had tricked us and all were shown negative. We further ran x ray scan and ultrasounds and nothing was found. The panic was back i thought i would loose her, and to an unknowi g foe. The past had hit me again. Nothing i did helped until suddemly she was all good again. I was creeped out and almost fell back into the adictive research.

I kept on to this strange question. What did i do to the universe. I was far away from ever even knowing the answer. All i knew was that the universe threatened me till it hurted me and threatened me again. I thought i would have been ready but as it seemed i was just vulnurable again.

We went to sleep that night i was trying to enjoy the most time i jad and many theories came accross my mind. Am i a carrier of this desease? Will i die like this too? No possible answer was made. That night i fell asleep and dreamt of 4 diamons flying in the sky bright diamonds and from very far i could spot another obect falling from the sky, when it landed i woke up.

"Wat a strange dream" i said to myself. I woke up along side an empty bed. Tetegit was gone i got worried instantly and out of the blues she reappeared with breakfast. " you scared me to death" i said. "Was only preparing you some breakfast" we had breakfast together and then off to work again. I was walking in the hall heading to my desk when i stopped, i had a vission of the previous dream it was a continuation i was in the middle of a crater and i was surrounded by diamond shards. Yet theor was no object that brougjt down the diamonds or caused the impact i began to see these diamonds bleeding and suddenly i began to bleed i had no idea what was happening and i came back to reality.

I arrived at my office and called Tetegit she was alright. Turns out i wa the one loosing my mind. Suddenly i was glitching between both realities the normal world and one where diamonds were spilling blood.