I didn't know where to start. What did he just tell me? I am so confused right now! Did he say this was his fault? I must be imagining shit because I know that Marshall wouldn't have put me in this situation. He is my boyfriend and I know he's not perfect and we all make mistakes but would he really do this to me? I can't even find the right words to say because I'm in shock. Normally I would snap if someone told me something like this, but this is my boyfriend we're talking about I can't believe he would betray me like this! I need space, I need to find and figure this shit out!
Marshall's sobs still fill the room and my breath is heavier and heavier by the second. I swear if I wasn't in pain I would be ready to fight this nigga.
"Get the fuck out!", I growled while hot tears streamed their way down my face as I muffed him in his head.
"Why baby? I can explain!", He sobbed lifting his head up looking into my eyes.
"Explain my ass I can't believe I trusted you! You are supposed to protect me, My life is on the line because of your ass!", I screamed in his face.
"I know Leah, but please hear my out.", He begged.
"Dios mio, no Marshall get the fuck out this the last time ima tell your stupid ass!", I shrieked.
"I'm not leaving until your short ass listen to me!", He said.
"Nigga you are not my motherfucking daddy, so get the fuck on some where with that shit!", I said getting mad.
"Okay, then where is your dad now? Huh?", He said before smashing his lips onto mine.
"Marshall!", I said as I slapped him across his face.
"What the fuck Leah?", Marshall said as he felt his face where I slapped him.
"What nigga? A kiss doesn't fix shit in a relationship Marshall!", I blared.
"Ok, Leah have it your way!", he said putting his hands up in defense.
"Yeah nigga its always been my way, You should've already knew that!", I said before he touched the doorknob.
"So does this mean we are over?", He asked looking back at me.
"What the fuck do you think Marshall?", I said being sarcastic.
"Ight Leah", He said putting his hoody on finally leaving.
When he left I felt the tears coming in harder and the heavy breathing getting faster but what's the reason? My thoughts were interrupted when my best friends came in.
"Oh my God girl I can't believe something like this would happen to you cupcakes", Tiara said hugging me.
"I know you and me both!", I laughed.
"Obtener nina bien", Marissa said rubbing my back.
"Thanks Mari!", I said smiling at her.
"You already know girl I'm down for whateva and most importantly ready", Tiara said rubbing her hands together.
"Yass Leah because you know that we will find the bitch or nigga that did this shit to you", Jessica said with a stern voice.
"All you need to know is that Marshall had a part of it", I said not caring.
"What the fuck! My cousin? My blood?", Marissa questioned.
"Yeah.", I shrugged.
"Leah why are you acting like this? Like it doesn't even matter?", Tiara asked me getting irritated by my attitude.
"I'm acting like this because when you lose my trust you get no love. I don't have any sympathy for him or anything he does. He went against me and let whoever he works with do this to me. I could careless but you guys are mi amigos, I said grabbing their hands, and I'm up for anything because you kno Leah Rodriguez is a G.", I said smiling.
"Sure.", Tiara said being sarcastic.
"Shut up!", I laughed.
"You know I'm playing girl!", She said as she nudged my arm.
"Yeah I know Ti.", I said wrapping my arms around her neck pulling her into a hug.
"Well someone told me that they were here to pay a special visit.", Marissa said smirking.
"Who Marissa?", I asked her.
"Oh no one.", Tiara said trying to walk out.
"Yeah don't worry about it girl!", Jessica rubbed my thigh before getting up to leave.
"So yall just gone leave me like that?", I asked them.
"Yep!", They said in usion.
"Ok.", I said to myself.
A few minutes later I heard a knock on the door. I wondered who it was until I remembered that I had an unknown visitor that no one wanted to tell me about. I yelled come in and seen Ro' Shawn sexy ass come thru the door looking fly with some big ass flowers.
"Hey Ma.", He said as he bend down to give me a kiss on my cheek.
"Hey Shawn!", I blushed trying to hide it but he caught me.
"Aye Ma, its okay to blush you ain't gotta hide it", He said looking into my eyes.
"Okay, but what brings you here?", I asked him.
"I just wanted to check on you.", He said sincerely rubbing my hand with his thumb.
"Aww thats sweet!", I said blushing.
"Is Leah Rodriguez blushing?", He said making me blush harder.
"Yes, now leave me alone!", I said smiling ear to ear.
"Hey, I heard what happened with Marsh man.", He said getting uneasy.
"I figured but what did you hear?", I asked him scooting closer.
"All I know is that he was involved with the shootings that's it.", He said.
"Ok, thats all everyone needs to hear.", I said shuffling in the hospital bed.
"Ight, but when your ready to talk about it I'm always here Leah.", He said sincerely placing his hand on my shoulder.
"That sounds good, but can I ask you something?", I said.
"Sure, anything!", He said.
"Can I stay with you when I get out of here? I just can't go back to Marshall knowing that he did that to me.", I said looking in his eyes.
"Sure thing Leah, but you should ask ya moms first.", He said.
"Ight bet, but thanks for the help, I owe you Ro for real!", I said hugging him.
"No problem Leah remember I got you!", He said with accuracy.
