"What did i do"i said between sobs looking at all the shattered glass from my bathroom mirror.I bent over and reached my hand out to start picking up the big pieces.I had just finished most of my clothes,shoes,books and stuff all that was left were 2 pillows a blanket and enough clothes for 5 days also some nessesities I decided to take a brake and all of the sudden all these emotions came rushing over me I got overwhelmed and now im picking pieces of glass of my bathroom floor completly emotionless because i knew if i even let myself feel a little emotion id end up doing somthing terrible.
It was now 8:37 pm i layed down in bed and found myself crying.'whats wrong with me was i not enough fuck had i got to comfortable was i not pretty enough anymore was sex to boring for him'.
SAM'S POV
I was in my room putting some boxes against the wall when i had walked past the door and heard crying it was coming from y/n room
Y/N POV
I heard the door open and tried to pertend as if i was asleep. "Hey stupid ik ur awake ur fan isent even on u dont sleep with out it on stop pertending"."Oh hey sam-my whats u-up"I said my voice craking"Hey whats wrong y are u crying"he said turning on the lights"Sammy u have to promise after i tell you that your not gonna do something stupid kay promise"I said sitting up on the side of the bed"Deppends whats up"he said sitting next to me"you know how yesterday you droped me off at lees house"I said not wanting an answer"So i went in with the keys he had gaven me and walked up to his room i enterd and she a girl fucking riding him-"I was inturupted by sam pulling me into a hug"Y dident u call me to pick u up or were you with him"He said pulling away wating for me to answer"No i saw some friends were near so i asked them to pick me up and i ended up crashing at theirs and they dropped me off this mornign"sam looked at me again and sighed"Dammit that basterd yk go to sleep we'll talk more another day he said cuddeling me till i fell asleep.
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School wasent so hard the last days lee dident even bother showing up i had made alex drop my box of a while back so we both had our stuff back honestly sometimes id want to ask Alex and Sam to beat him up but that would get us nowhere so i dident.Me and dad hung out the day after I found out about japan i had told my mom and dad about Lee that exact night .
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"Hey y/n wake up and get all the rest of your stuff were about to head to the airport"sam said waking me up"K sam be down in 30"."Okay call me over if you need help"I went to the restroom and did my morning routine pulling a bag out and puting the stuff away to bring to japan and changed.
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we go in the uber with the last of our stuff each of us caring a backpack and 2 suitcases.The rest of our stuff was gonna get sent over there somehow execpt the furniture we were getting new furniture.I was on my phone most of the time deleting the most of lee i could of it and sleeping.Somehow tasha intruduced me to some of her friends in japan and i hit them up and they asked what type of drugs i wanted i dident text back for awhile i was looking at my phone and them my family and i texted back without thinking'give me something for starters i have the money just gonna take awhile to give you the address'oh well who cares i sure as hell dont.
