in a separate sky

52 2 2

by coldplaystan2

by coldplaystan2

Tw: mentions of death

"I Don't Wanna die on my own here tonight , But here I lie on my own in a separate sky"

Y/N pov

As I drove home from Chris's house I felt happy because I had finally saw him after a couple of months since he was on tour with the guys. As I was on my way home I decided to go the supermarket since I was low on food at home and Bought some of me and Chris's favorite snacks as we where going to hangout tomorrow since he has free time before going into the studio.

But that all changed before my eyes. As I was changing lanes I saw bright lights and everything went dark.

All I wanted in that moment was Chris.

Chris's Pov

Where is Y/N I asked myself as I tried to call and text Y/N many times but She wouldn't pick up, After 10 minutes I got a call hopeful that it was Y/N, But it was a hospital number. As I answered i heard a female voice that did not Sound like Y/N. As I panicked more I heard the voice.

"Hello is this the spouse of Y/N L/N"

"Yes Hello is something wrong" I replied as my Anxiousness got worse and worse by the second

"I'm sorry to inform you but Y/N was in a car accident and died from their sustained injures" as the paramedic said that my whole world came crashing down as Y/N had left it. As tears uncontrollably streamed down my cheeks as I screamed in pain and I couldn't Breathe as it felt like a wave of pain hit me and I were drowning, as my screams fill my room I call their phone so i could hear their beautiful voice again and again, I feel helpless.

"Why Them" I kept asking myself as They where the light in my life and helped me when we first met on the pier. We where so in love and I was going to ask them to marry me. " Why" I said as I Start to breakdown in tears, As I looked over at the bedside where they used to sleep some nights when they came over, I screamed in rage and broke all the pictures of us together as i couldn't stand it any more.

*A few hours later*

Jonny's Pov

I feel horrible for Chris after what just happened, He lost the love of his life and what made it worse he was going to propose to them.

As I pulled into Chris's driveway Of his home I noticed all his lights where off in his home and I got extremely worried as I had a spare key. As I opened the door and saw glass shattered everywhere and called Guy, Phil and Will as they where also on their way to Chris's house also as I walked towards Chris's Room I heard the shower running and as I walked into the bathroom I saw Chris in the shower with his clothes on as water ran down his body as he was sobbing with a bottle of alcohol in his hands that was half drunken.

as he looked at me his eyes where bloodshot and puffy as it looked like he has been crying for hours and as I walked over he said "Why them, I have already lost enough" As he started to cry more as I hugged him.

After five minutes I heard the guys walk into the bathroom as we all hugged Chris in a group hug and Chris broke down again

* the night after*

Chris pov

As I looked up at the stars shining bright in the sky up above I thought about Y/N and how we would do this all the time and i thought of the lyrics "I don't wanna die, On my own here tonight, but here I lie on my own in a separate sky" as I teared up again I thought to myself I wanted to see them again. But I knew I couldn't. " Why them" I Kept thinking.