Never Look Back

/Chapter 24\

Nash's POV
(cont...)
...I... Well... I've been kinda depressed for a year or t-" Hayes stopped me.
"WHAT THE FUCK NASH?! WHY DIDNT YOU FREAKING TELL US. OH MY FREAKING JESUS CHRIST. NASH WHY?"
"Let me finish," Nash says with tears starting to roll down is face. "I have been depressed for a year or two now because.... Because... well, people on social media. Instagram, Twitter, tumblr, and all those, they have called me so many mean names, AND IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT." I can't hold back tears any longer. Tears started to shed faster and faster, finally I finally burst out into tears. I cry into Sydnee's shoulder.
"Nash, why didn't you tell us? Settle down, please? Why didn't you tell hayes, or me, or kylie?" She cries.
"I did tell someone..." I add.
"Oh really," Hayes wipes away tears. "Who is it?"
"I... i... told cameron.... cameron is the only one that knew." I said choking as I said it.
"Nash, why didn't you tell YOUR OWN BROTHER?" Hayes said.
"Because i didn't think I could trust you..." I said with dismay.
"Nash I'm your brother. You can tell me anything."
"Okay. Shall I continue?" Nash asked.
"Yes." they said in perfect unison.
"Okay, so, they have been calling me very mean names.....and I'm scared to tell you the next part......"
"Nash you better tell me...." Sydnee said choking on the lump in her throat from crying.
"I....I.... I have..... I have been cut-" sydnee then stopped me.
"NASH YOU WHAT NO," the tears started streaming down her face all at once now, she could breathe she was crying so much. "NASH WHY?"
"I....I'm... I'm sorry... I really am..." I said depressingly.
"NASH. OH MY GOD." Hayes added, also crying.
Kylie didn't like this conversation so she stood up, gave Sydnee a hug, then went upstairs and made a video for YouTube.
"I'm sorry that I'm a fuck up.... I should've never been born...." I said gloomily. Sydnee stood up, walked over to me, took both my wrists, looked at them. She cried, and cried, and cried, and cried, then....she held them up to her face, and kissed them...she kissed them both... the tears that were rolling off her cheeks ever so slowly, as the neared the end of her cheek, they hit the cuts... It only hurt on the deeper ones... Hayes got up, hugged sydnee and then went upstairs to Kylie's room.
"Nash... promise me you won't do this.... ever again..."
"I can't promise anything, sydnee..."
"Yes you can Nash... please? for me?"
"Okay, for you."
"I'm always here for you. You can tell me anything... Now, give me all your razors. and I mean all of them."
"Okay, follow me."
[They both then stand up, and head over to Nash and Hayes's house. Nash shows Sydnee to his room. Nash then hands the box of razors to Sydnee. Sydnee puts down the box on the dresser in Nash's room. Nash puts his hands on Sydnee's waist, Sydnee puts her hands around Nash's neck. They he kisses her ever so passionately... They kiss for at least 4 minutes. Nash pulls away and says, "Sydnee, I'm so glad you came into my life. You make me so happy and I wouldn't trade you for the world." Sydnee agrees, then they continue kissing, Nash, still kissing sydnee, walks her over to his bed. He sits down on the bed and she sits next to him. They talk a while. Then Nash confesses something else...]

A/N please read.
OKAY, GUYS SORRY FOR THE SADNESS IN THIS CHAPTER! I TEARED UP WHILE WRITING IT!
What did Nash confess?😱 idk find out in the next chapter! 😉 or leave I'm the comments what you think he confessed.
I love you all! bye my beautiful penguins🐧😚