Never Look Back

/Chapter 25\

Cont... Nash's POV
Nash's confesses to sydnee, "Sydnee, do you realize how much I have wanted to go to sleep and not wake up...? Do you realize how much I have wanted to commit suicide...? Do you really know the true me...no... Here's my confessions.... My name is Hamilton Nash Grier. I have been severely depressed since I was 16... I have cut...but what you don't know is were...I have cut on my thighs...wrists...stomach...ankles...and even my stomach...the deepest wounds are on my wrists. here look. *nash raises his wrists to where Sydnee can see them*."
"Oh my god Nash..." she says startled.
"I'm sorry sydnee... I don't have a purpose in this world anymore...well, I really never have... I was but here just to make fans happy and to get fucking hated on for no reason. Tomorrow... you and I both will be lucky if I'm still here... But you know I'm going to stay here for you... and only you..." I said.
"oh my god Nash.... I don't know what to say," she says holding my wrists in her cold hands. "Nash you are my everything.... you can't do this."
"Don't worry, I have learned that you are the reason I'm here. Can you promise me one thing.?" I question.
"Yes, anything."
"Will you stay with me for...for... for forever..?"
"Yes of course I will! Nash you are the best man alive!"
"I love you so much Sydnee!"
"I love you so much too Nash!"

:Author Talking:

Nash and Sydnee then hug for 5 minutes. Nash asks sydnee if she would like to lay down. Sydnee accepts the offer. Nash grands the tv remote, takes off his shirt lays in bed with sydnee, he puts his arm around her and she lays her head on his chest. She makes eyes make contact with the scars on his stomach. She lays her hand gently on his stomach and strokes his stomach, she feels the ridges of where he lifted the blade up with a lot of force. She then imagines life without Nash. She quickly stops because she realizes that this wouldn't be a life without Nash. She takes his hand with the upmost integrity, their fingers intertwine. He slowly leans in for a kiss...sydnee leans in to receive the kiss...turns out, it wasn't a kiss, it was the beginning of a make out session type of thing. It then ends 2 minutes after. They finally decide to watch Teen Wolf. After watching 3 episodes, they decide to go back over to Kylie and Sydnee's house...
As they reach the house and open the door they are surprised to see Hayes and Kylie passed out on the couch, kylie in Hayes's arms. Sydnee and Nash then begin to laugh and slowly head up to Sydnee's room. There they talk for a while and then decide to make a YouTube video for Nash's channel. They make the video and Nash posts it and then they lay down on her bed and slowly fall asleep in each other's arms.