Chapter 10: abandoning (one year later)

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Loniell pov

It's been officially one year since I graduated one year since I've last seen Kashmir I'm not sure what the hell happened but she just upped and moved to Texas with no way for me to contact her she changed her number and deleted her social media she calls her dad from random numbers that always end up as a dead end . I was very mad at her for a while i felt like we were at least at a good place to where she could of told me to my face that she was leaving me . Here I am a year later on my birthday with no call or text or anything from her .

Mel- come on man cheer up your 20 it's yo day nigga we bout to hit the clubs the bars the streets let gooooo

I thought about it and he was right he started playing one his albums getting us in the right mood for our turn up tonight

*few hours later*
It's now 2 am I'm high asfk I'm drunk asfk and honestly I'm sad asfk I miss Kashmir and I feel it in my heart that it's something wrong or something that I'm supposed to be around for I just know it I don't know how but I made it back to my apartment safely I stripped out of my clothes and flopped onto my bed and knocked out

-7am-

My phone kept ringing and I was praying it stopped but as soon as it did it rang again

Loniell-hello?

-uh Loniell?

Loniell-yea who is this again?

-Kashmir

I flew off the bed and dam near sober up

Loniell- Kashmir?! Where you been ?!

Kashmir- can we meet? I'll be at my dads

With that she hung up I jumped up and threw my clothes on grabbed my keys and ran out the house and sped to her dads I definitely parked stupid but I didn't care I need answers

Loniell -kash?!

Kashmir- upstairs in my room

I took two steps at a time and burst in the room

Loniell- Kashmir

She was completely different it's like her grown woman body hit at one time

Kashmir- hey

Loniell- where where the hell have you been ? You've been gone for a year no call no text nothing !

Kashmir- I had to get away I had to figure some things out

Loniell- like what?!

She got up and walked out the room then walked back in with a baby

Kashmir- loneill I would like for you to meet your son camron

I stared at her like she lost her mind until the baby started making noise

Kashmir- do you want to hold him?

All I could do is nod my head she handed him to me and I automatically knew this was definitely my son he was basically my twin

Loneill- holy fuck ....he's mines?

Kashmir- yes well I'm sure of it but I have no problem getting a dna test done for you

Loniell- I believe he's mines but just to be safe I would like a test done

Kashmir -I'll book it for later today

We sat and talked she told me about my son and her life the pass year I just couldn't believe that she was by herself with him and didn't tell me

Loniell- ima step up and take care of my son you definitely don't have to worry about him or anything he needs just call me

Kashmir - thank you Loniell I appreciate it

Loniell- could I keep him for the weekend? I have my own spot it's clean I just wanna spend time with him and take him to see my mom and dad

Kashmir- of course you can I'll pack his bag for you his stroller is already down stairs

She got up and walked off and I made my way down stairs to start strapping him in his seat and taking him out to my car and strapping him down in the car once I got everything I needed from kash I pulled off and went to my parents place

Loniell- hello anyone home I hope yall got clothes on I have innocent eyes with me !!

Mama jay- what you mean innocent eyes boy

Kris- who baby you took?

Loniell- mom , dad I would like for y'all to meet y'all grand son camron David Williams

Mama jay- son...you had a baby?

Kris- since when?!

Loniell- he is why Kashmir left she found out she was pregnant and left to Texas to get help taking care of him

Mama jay- oh my he's your twin

She held him and he automatically started smiling and giggling

Mama jay - hey papa I'm your nana You are so cute let's go watch some tv

The day went by smooth all my family are in love with cam the weekend went by faster it was Monday and I had to go to the trap so I decided to drop him off with kash

Loniell- hey Mr.Mcklain is kash here ?

Mr.mc Klain - Loniell I told you call me Adam man and no she left no to long after you did

Loniell- uh okay can you call her for me I gotta go to the trap I'll come back and get him I just don't want to bring him with me

Adam- it's alright son you can leave him with me I'll call her and tell her he's here

Loniell- thanks

After dropping cam off I went to the trap handled what I needed to then went to my final appointment today buying an old abandoned club once I had that taken care of and had the plans drew up for how I wanted everything I called kash and it went straight to voicemail so I drove to her dad house

Loniell- Adam?! Have you heard from kash?

His face held a sad emotion while he handed me a letter

Loniell

I'm sorry things are the way it is but I never wanted to be a mother not yet at least and it wouldn't have been fair to you if I aborted with out giving you a chance to know your child I see how you are with him and it warms my heart that our son is going to have a great father such as you . In the safe upstairs in my room it's all of his important information as well as a couple thousands of dollars for his schooling I've officially signed everything over to you the copy of all that is included in the safe I love you and can but this isn't the life for me my new boyfriend doesn't want kids that isn't his he wants to marry me but only if I give cam up thank you for understanding and taking this burden for me

~Kashmir

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