IDENTITY (COMPLETED) Ninjago

Harm ii

Jay Pov

"KAI WHAT ARE YOU DOING??!!!! YOU'RE HURTING YOURSELF!!!!!!"

i accidentally shouted too loud that the others are awoken.. then i quickly close my mouth.

I look into Kai, it looks like he's trying to cry...and his eyes full of guilt...

And i can see that his eyes are a little bit watery..

"Jay! What's wrong?!!" Lloyd ask.

"Kai...."i said while pointing to him..

"Hey!! Self-Harming is wrong!!! What the heck happened until it drove you to do this?!?!!"

"......i......." Kai's voice is shattering as if he had soo many things inside his mouth.

"Sorry.........there's........." he paused.

"Many things happened..........i.....mean....................it's hard............"

Kai stuttering so bad...i can see his eyes are watering too much and it escaped from his eyes...pouring down to his cheek....

He held his hand up sobbing...

"I saw blood..........i can't get rid of it............i....i-i.............I kil-" Kai stutters and paused.

"Kil????" Zane interfere..

"I killed............i KILLED........3.......person in............a row....................." Kai stated..

"Kai...do not worry...that was just a nightmare....do not worry". Lloyd persuade while combing Kai's hair...

"The floor was painted with blood...his wrist was cut.. and the knife was right beside him.
Fortunately, while Lloyd was comforting Kai, he sent a body language to take away the knife...and Cole went to grab it.

Then, Zane rushes toward Kai and held his wrist to see the injury.. it was not too deep. But it caused severe blood to escape..

But then, Zane's blood detection, detected
Another signal of blood and it was located on his neck under the scarf...The wound that occurs on neck/trachea is the most dangerous thing to happen and easy to be torn which produce blood lose and Die too.

"Kai......." Zane called.

Kai look at him in tears sobbing...

Then, out of sudden Zane reach for his scarf but Kai seems like trying to avoid his grip..

Then he grab Kai on the shoulder..

"Kai, if you does this..It wont bring you anywhere" zane replied which accidentally caused Kai to lower his guard.

Zane hurriedly grab Kai's scarf but not too tight but enough to reveal a cut from the neck.

And it looks like Kai is not amused.

Luckily, it was not too serious but it left a long scratch thou. He looks pretty disturbed..and deep down, he looked even more angry but depression got him the best....what do we do now?..

"We gotta call for Nya or Master Wu, ASAP.." Cole suggest.

Kai Pov, White Space.

I can't talk to them...someone else did the talk but i think it's the other entity...But different one..

Ego, entity of desire..

Destructible, desired destruction..

Revenge, desired revenge....

Violent, desired violence... (in Kai's memories)

Who....is the other one?.....

And these entities.... three of them belonged to the childrens....but the extras??  And mine already confirmed to be Ego...are they......extra desire from my past?....

Back then....i felt rage........like the wants....of violence.....the wants of.....destruction.....i...i dont understand......Im out of thoughts now....which was belonged to the kids.....which was the extra? What should i do with extra?...Im confused!!!

Okay ...okay....now....let's list things back...

Ego, mine.

Destructible, i dunno.

Revenge, probably Lou's

Violent,....Len's maybe?? But that doesn't make sence....i think he better off with destructible??

And lastly,....the entity seems like....doing a self-harm....i wonder...why my heart keeps saying that it belongs to...Lee.

It felt like a connection...

Now...all dots are connected.....it's time for me..to find the way. OUT.

I wonder if there is an exit... after that, i need to split them into real beings...and destroy.....................how..........am i supposed to do....

Things that i don't want ot remember??"