One Look 》Lando Norris

7 - Feelings

Lando
We talked, face to face. And god she is so sweet. She does something to me, but all I can think about, is that Anna uses to have the same effect on me. She hurt me, she really did. How could I be so stupid, how did I not notice earlier? She kinda did love me, but she didn't. It's weird and I felt worthless because of it. I'd like to get closer to Nina, but I can't shake the feeling of her using me as well. My jaw clenched at the tought of it. She doesn't deserve a broken Lando, she deserves so much better. The way she spoke about watching F1 and hoping she will some day work there too, made me admire her. She was so passionate, it reminded me of myself when I was young and had the same kind of feelings. I'm really happy with what I do for a living now and I hope she manages to reach her goals as well. Wouldn't it be funny if she ever became my PR manager.

The sound of her voice was so angelic and the looks she gave me... God it made me go crazy. I don't think she even noticed the look on her face. Biting her bottom lip while listening to me and rolling her eyes at a few of my comments. Giggling when I said something funny was something I right away loved. Could she be the right woman for me? I definitely hope so. Do I even have a chance with her? She apologised for the kinda thirsty dm she'd sent me. One of her friends took her phone and sent that to me. She never wanted to say something like that in the first place. When I asked why she didn't delete the message, she said she didn't think I'd acually reply to any message. I think she is very nice, kinda shy, but somehow outgoing at the same time. It's weird to have such personality traits. I like that about her.

DING DONG! The doorbell rang and I got up to see who it is. "Anna, I tought I was clear. We are done, so what are you even doing here?" She was stood on my doorstep and I didn't even see the tears rolling down her face while talking to her. "Why are you crying, you okay?" Why am I still nice to her. She doesn't deserve it. I was just a puppet to her. I let her use me, so why be nice to her. "Can we talk?" I opened the door a little further for her to come in. I was lying to myself if I said I didn't still love her. But I would never forgive her, I promised myself that. "I made a mistake Lando. I was in love with you and when I started to loose my feelings I should have told you. You're the perfect guy for someone, just not for me. I tought why not stay with you a little longer, just to see if my feelings would come back. When you yelled at me the other day, I realised that it looked like I was using you. But that was not the case. I hoped I'd have fallen in love again and when I didn't, I felt sorry for you. You don't deserve me and my stupid feelings. So I'm really sorry Lan. Can we stay friends?" "Sure, but give me some time." Was all I could say. This changes a lot for me. She did love me and she isn't a bad person at all. She was right about the fact that she should have told me the truth, but I can stay friends with her. She never meant for any of this to happen.

She left again and I felt the need to talk to someone. I called my mum. She was mad at Anna, really mad. She wanted to make sure I was okay, but I'm not sure if I should tell her why. "Hun, can I ask you something?" "Ofcourse." "Did you meet someone else? You sound disappointed and a bit sad, but not really heartbroken." It's like she could read my mind. I didn't want to tell her, but I think I should. "There was this girl at one of the races. She is beautiful and kind. She lives in London and she goes to school there too. After class she went to a cafe, I was there too, we talked." "Nothing more?" "I think I might like her, but I don't want to rush anything, considering what happend with Anna." We said our goodbyes and I never admitted it to myself, but I do like her. Is it to quick? Is a as a friend or more?

Nina
I want to keep talking to Lando, but I don't wanna seem too pushy or anything. I told my friends about what hapoend the other day and they went crazy. I know I liked him before we even met, but my feelings for him only grew bigger. Would he feel the same way? Should I make a move? Do I want to wait until he makes a move? I'm going to be bold for once, I'm gonna ask for his number. But I'll start a normal conversation first.

Landonorris ☑

Me: Heyy, how are you?

Landonorris: Hi, I'm great, thanks! How are you? :)

Me: Yeah I'm good. I realised that we can only talk on ig. Any chance I could get your number?

Omg I really did it. No going back now. I'm scared he will say no. But why would he? Ofc he won't give his number, he doesn't even know that much about you. I was lost in my thoughts when I got a notification. It's Lando, omg, I don't wanna look. But I wanna know. Okay, here we go.

Landonorris ☑

Landonorris: That's good to hear. Yeah ofc, I was thinking the same thing. +06********

Me: Thanks! Goodluck this weekend btw :)

Landonorris: Cheers. Will you be watching?

Me: Ofcourse, you better score some points this weekend!

Landonorris: I'll give you a point finish, don't worry Nina ;)