he said "Yep I never knew in my 20 years of living that people older than me can have so much energy" we started laughing and when we stopped he looked into my eyes and honestly i felt two things i felt love and pain the love I have for him and the...
I quickly said "i promise I'm not going to say anything but I mean it was obvious that you guys liked each other"
"wait are yall dating?" I asked happily
hongjoong looked at seonghwa and back at me and said "yes but don't tell anyone"
"I promise I won't but I've been here a little to long so I'm going to go see if the acting lessons I took 2 years ago still work"
I walked out of the bathroom and to the living room and everyone was watching san and wooyoung about to kill each other over a game and Yunho walked up to me and asked "what took so long"
I quickly said "nothing just forgot my glasses so I just gave up on finding them"
hongjoong and seonghwa somehow slipped back in the living room like they never left
--Time Jump--
Everyone had left and gone home and I was laying on the couch
"you ready for that date"
i looked up and saw Yunho leaning on the wall and I said "yeah where are we going"
"where ever you want"
-- Time Jump--
Me and Yunho had left the dorms and are walking in the park and I saw an ice cream stand that was cute and I was craving ice cream all week so I asked Yunho can we get some ice cream so here I am eating ice cream with my crush while looking at the river
I blushed thinking about it causing Yunho to ask me "what you thinking bout over there
I said while turning back to look at him "Just Ice Cream"
we started walking to the arcade and when we got there we started playing games
2 hours of playing around in the arcade me and Yunho walked up to the counter and counted our tickets and he got me a giant unicorn
I smiled and loved the teddy bear with my all.
I pulled out my phone while Yunho went to get some pizza.
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@thecutie.mingi: Go on a date they said...it will be fun they said (FYI it was fun)
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@San.Thatbitch: OH shittttt it's happening.
@the.yeasong: @San.Thatbitch it is ohh yeahhh .
@San.Thatbitch: @the.yeasong @wooyoung.tohot, Pay up I called it
@wooyoung.tohot: @san.Thatbitch, I can pay with my love
@The.black.hair.Seonghwa: yeaa that's what I like to see on my feed.
@that_bitchyunho: Hey you said you were having fun.
@apple.Jongh0: @that_bitchyunho: oop tea.
@dad_hongjoong: ^^^ he said it.
@wonho_the:?
@vsco_shiio: WHAT THE HELL.?
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"Yunho is that you"
i looked up to see 3 boys and Yunho in front of me, one bunny-like boy and one with long hair and one with a sharp jaw don't get me wrong there good looking and that's the problem
"omg taeyun what are you doing here"
I watched them hug as I just stood there like a statue
I quickly said "Yunho hold this and I'm going to the bathroom" giving him the unicorn and I walked to the bathroom and I looked in the mirror and said, "snap out of it what's wrong with there just friends, right?" "yeah there just friends he's not a player right ?" "no he's not, god what's wrong with you" I started to cry "god a now you crying"
I looked in the mirror again and saw myself crying and closed my eyes and I was back there again
cold, naked, afraid
I heard the bathroom door open and looked and saw yeonjun coming in and our's eyes met and he said "mingi baby what happened" I quickly said "nothing" trying to wiping my tears away
he said "mingi I'm not dumb there obviously something wrong here and I know that there is"
"I just can't get him out of my head, why is he always there"
"ok hey mingi look at me"
I looked at him
"ok breath come on in and out"
I started to breathe in and out and it like my thoughts and what I was doing was fighting I started to calm down after a few minutes
"did you ever see the therapist I told you to see?"
"you know I didn't I thought I was fine I really did like I was happy.....he was out of mind, what happened was out of my mind god what is wrong with me, did I deserve it?"
"mingi stop saying say you did not deserve it and if you ever are in this state again call me and I will be right beside you no matter what and no matter where even if I have to catch a plane or jump over a wall I will always be with you no matter what"
I pulled him into a hug and started crying saying "thank you"
"I should be thanking you, you were there for me when I was at my lowest so why wouldn't I be here for you"
I put up my pinky and said "love you lightning" he put his and said "love you thunder"
we got up and fixed the little bit of makeup I had on and we started to catch up on talking and since I haven't seen him in a while and me and him walked out and we were laughing and we walked up to them and Yunho asked me "what took so long?" i quickly said
"nothing just was talking" then the bunny looking boy looked at me and said "hi im soobin and this is taeyun and beomgyu and it looks like you already know yeonjun" i said " hi im mingi, so were guys leaving?" i asked "Yea we've been here all day we were actually doing a triple date but our friend kia and his boo had to leave well not had to but left because they wanted in and out."
I looked at yunho and because i wanted to say 'oh we are on one too' but i didn't know if he wanted to tell him but to be fair we are on a date
"are you guys on a date ?"
i looked at yeonjun like i was going to kill him but why lie am i right "Yea were on a date"
even though it was our date i grabbed my unicorn from Yunho and said "im going to go see if that icecream cart is still there" knowing dam well it's gone what would a icecream cart be doing there in the middle of the night
i walked out of the arcade and i was really stressing and my anxiety was through the room and i looked at the river and i just started zoned out not really thinking about anything then i felt hands wrap around my waste and i said "Yunho im sorry for all that" still looking at the river
"Im not yunho baby"
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I should learn how to be organized but like i mean who cares and i got my 1st covid shot and my arm has been hurting and they dragged me all across every store and when i got home ready to go to sleep it started raining hard and thundering and then my phone was blowing up with tornado's warning, and my arm still hurt like a bitch.
