*instrumental 8 counts normal speed*
I dunno what i was thinkin'
Living my child behind
Now i suffer the curse,and now i am blind
With all these anger,guilt,and sadness
Coming to haunt me forever
I can't wait for the cliff,at the end of the river
Is this revenge i'm seeking,or seeking someone to avenge me
Stuck in my own paradox I wanna set myself free
Maybe i should had chased,and find
Before they'll try to stop it
It won't be long before I'll become a puppet
It's been so long
Since last i've seen my son!
Lost to the monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone
i been singing this stupid song
So i could ponder
The sanity of your mother
I wish i live in the present
Of the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in
Like a pack of snakes,
Your sweet little eyes,
Your little smile is all i remember
Those fuzzy memories
Mess with my temper
Justification is killing me,
And killing isn't justified
What happened to my son I'm terrified.
It lingers in my heart,and it keeps on getting eager,
I'm sorry my sweet baby,I wish I've been there.
-chorus
