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Jubilee Line (Henrik Angst)

HEY IM BACK- Okay so I know this song by Wilbur Soot is originally about...How the city gave him asthma, $u!cide, and other things but I'm gonna change it a little bit so it fits with what I wanna write

So anyways here's a little thing about Henrik (and maybe x reader at the beginning)
(Possibly a little bit of ranting too)

*****TRIGGER WARNING: IMPLIED SUICIDE, YELLING/IMPLIED ABUSE*****

Wasting your time
You're wasting mine
I hate to see you leaving
A fate worse than dying

5:00am, the alarm beeps. Eyes open taking in surroundings. Slowly getting out of bed and heading towards the closet to pick out a usual uniform. Same thing day after day. Freshing up with what energy is left. Looking at the loved one in the bed one last time before heading off. Day after day. Nothing changes. Sneaking through the house, past the kitchen, food will have to wait. Right now theres a job to attend.

Your city gave me asthma
So that's why I'm fucking leaving
And your water gave me cancer
And the pavement hurt my feelings

Taking a deep breath before twisting the handle revealing a dark dusk from the early morning. Walking out and pushing the door behind you until the click. Off the front stoop taking another deep breath. Gas. Gasoline. It fills the breath taken. Coughing slightly while looking into the distance. Factories releasing gas. Continuing to walk to the designated location, trash. Trash, gasoline, construction. The fumes of all the bad things intoxicating the air. Nothing has changed from normal. Looking down at the pavement careful not to look at the wrong thing.

Shout at the wall
'Cause the walls don't fucking love you
Shout at the wall
'Cause the walls don't fucking love you

Into the city. Police sirens in the distance. Right on schedule. Putting a hand down at the side making sure it's still there. A train ticket. Today was going to be different. Reaching the steps of the station. Ears picking up a faint yelling. Turning slightly seeing a kid just trying to be himself. A shame people can't accept difference in the world. The kid is handling it fine on the outside it appears, just don't take off the hoodie. Back to the task at hand. Reaching  for the ticket and reading it. Forming a small sad smile while reaching the ticket booth. Stamping the ticket, opening the gates to reach the Jubilee Line boarding area. No one else is in site. Just him. One lone man.

There's a reason
That London puts barriers on the tube line
There's a reason
That London puts barriers on the rails
There's a reason
That London puts barriers on the tube line

Something is about to change. This railroad is going to bring change. No more intoxicated air. No more loud noises. No construction. No more hiding. No more same old routine. The same fucking thing every single day. No more fights. Disagreements. Blood. Its all finally going to change. Moments of thinking broken by hearing the train. It's near. It's time. Gently lowering down to get in the tracks. Making sure the dark tunnel covers completely. Lights. Bright train lights coming at a fast speed. Time seems to be in slow motion. Taking a final breath of toxicated air, closing into the darkness.

Silence.

There's a reason
They fail

*The news has just turned on. Men sitting down to hear the news*
...
"Someone by the name of Henrik Von Schneeplestein was found dead on the tracks of the Jubilee Line today. What an unfortunate case. Investigators say it was intentional. Let's hope is family is doing okay. What drove him to this end? More information will be delivered to us soon. Michele Smooth. Channel 4 News."

Angst. HELL YEAH-
IM BACK BABY😫✨