True feelings that won't leave my heart pain and misery I don't understand why I'm here unwanted feelings keep coming back to me who cares how I really feel anyways? One moment I am happy the next moment I want to cry happy memories don't seem to make me smile.
Why do they keep coming back to me? Can't forgive myself I am losing everyone close to me I am losing everything I once cared for inside why do I feel like this? ....living each day same by same Fake smiles make others believe in me with tears truly in my eyes no one can know who will see inside my heart?
Fake lovers kiss you scream and fight with me I don't feel happy and I know you don't either so why do we put up with each other everything is falling so deep nothing is seeming to be right anymore there are things a girl my age can't do alone so why am I by myself I want to end it to destroy every feeling I have take a knife and put It deep inside me.
