If I died today would you even care watching everything just hurt and kill me inside?
Would it even matter if I was living anymore with no one to hear my scream for help inside?
Would you really think I am ok because honestly I smile because I don't want you to break inside and laugh because my pain hurts to much to be serious
But me I could break inside and you wouldn't even care cause I know you to well that you can't lie life is only an illusion going on and on util you die at least that's what outsiders believe and me especially because nothing is left for me here
With me fighting every urge to cut and cry and just say goodbye but no one seems to notice or care
Your over here living your life while I am dying inside and thinking there's no place to hide.
Good question "what's left of me me now". While you turn me into a lost memory I can't deal with pain and living anymore " it's all just a game".
But even inside my eyes there's tears of blood wanting to come out as I start to cry for you to remember me but you won't I am already faded out of ur memories because you have someone better than me and I can't take that away so goodbye.
But just remember death comes to all In a jet black cloak saying " times up child come to me and forget your a broken dream wanting a life back but it was all a waste in the end".
And now as everyone hears my plead now I am already buried and dead underground you have nothing left to say now.
So don't look for me I didn't wanna be around anymore anyway so here is one more thing to say.
Live your life free without me I know no one cared enough to see my tears so I've had enough.
Just before I leave this world there were a few people who were special to me they were the best things that has ever happened to me so leave them be don't steal them away from me please they mean everything to me.
So sorry your to late for me to hear your sorry so take your apology and leave it was your fault and yours alone that you didn't watch me enough to care about me but why would you? You have everything.
But me I have nothing so I'll be broken because you don't care enough for a glass child like me who's shattering before your very eyes
So life goodbye and death hello welcome to my home.
( ps I ain't actually killing myself this is just how I feel so u don't like it oh well
