Ever since I was a little girl you were my shining armor I hope I never see the day when you go I love you oh I really hope it doesn't happen to fast it's to soon to let you go please stay as long as you can.
And take it easy on me please don't leave me yet I just can't bare to see you go out of my life not yet daddy I need you to keep fighting and stay alive but all I can say is please be ok I need you in my life whoo please don't leave me on this road by myself I need you as long as I can have you, you are a big piece of my life please I beg you I don't want to lose you not for awhile please don't leave me too.
I need you and ik I sound selfish but I really wanna say I can't watch you die and even my tears will flow when i'm on my own just to say I love you as I walk on this black narrow path I call life but without you I will never be anything or have any meaning without you standing there with me as my angel all my blood spills felling helpless without you.
Everyone tells me It's gonna be ok if I lose my dad I love who has helped me for so long why do I wanna see u gone when tears will fall they fall for the love I have for you even as a kid please don't tell me it's gonna be ok when you die because it won't be the tear of that day is never ending I think it a lot the fateful day when you can't stay and you die I'll be alone.
But when I think of all the things you helped me do and the understandings of how I feel and not judging me with the tears fill these eyes when you really do die but I can't do this life on my own so please stand by me and don't fade away from me when I make you mad it hurts worse than a broken heart and cramps please stay with me as long as you can.
But I won't think about it you mean to much to me and you were always there for us kids we are so blessed to have you but Braxton doesn't understand but one day he will you are special to all us we love u deeply daddy.
