rough start. 🥀

part 20: this is what you do to me 🥵

OHMAMI finally out!! ayyyy love this song already!

"y/n love, go to the dorm. i'll be there in a few minutes."
hermione walks up to mattheo so i leave.. what are they going to talk about? i need to know. he will tell me, it's fine.
i walk back to the slytherin common room. i reach mine and mattheos dorm and try open the door. shit it's locked.
i check to see if i have the keys but mattheo has them.

"oi, not so protected without your little fuck buddy are we?" the bunch of boys laugh at me. i want to show that it's not just mattheo who scare people away from me. they always take advantage and bully me when he's not here.
"are you going to answer me whore? or are you just going to stare at us."
i'm just thinking about what hermione could be doing with mattheo, surely it was nothing right?
i couldn't help but be a little jealous. i'll need the keys off mattheo. when i get them off him i can see what they are up to, but first i need to show these pricks that it isn't just mattheo holding them back from being horrible.

i walk a little closer to them. they seem amused almost,
"someone seems brave? where is your little protector"
"he doesn't need to be here because i can protect myself." they all laugh at me. who do they think they are, it angers me that people only fear him. are they forgetting what i just went to do? they saw the blood all over me.. they saw the facial expression printed on my face. and i wasn't frightened.
"do you want to know what i did to that man? or would you like to find out yourself..."
they all fur there eyebrows. i then smirk at them devilishly,
"you'll never see the man again.. he's gone, you wouldn't be able to find him. you wouldn't even be able to smell him. nothing of his body can be traced, and thats all. there won't be an investigation. no one will look for him. and it would be the same for you. i enjoyed what i did, i'd happily do it all again with you five"
i find myself speaking like mattheo. not his voice, but the same venom falling off my tongue as i spoke to the idiotic boys infront of me. i laugh maniacally at them. they all gulp in utter fear, that's what i wanted.

"don't ever speak to me again, don't look at me again. don't think about coming near me ever again or i will have you buried six feet under.. understand?"
"uh- yes y/n i'm sor-
"no apologies yet, when i come back that's when you'll be saying sorry"
i walk away going to find hermione and mattheo. what if they were.. i'm a little jealous. no i'm very jealous. she better not be all over him without me knowing, i'd never thought i'd feel angered over someone else having mattheo. but it was getting on my nerves. i find them in the same place i left them. having a conversation. phew, hermione stops what she's saying and they both turn there heads toward me.

"doors locked"
"ahh okay, i'll come with you now love"
as we are walking away hermione says.
"mattheo make sure you do"
do what?
"i know, i'm going to." he replies. he wraps his arm around my shoulder pulling me closer, i look up at him and start with.
"do what?" i repeat myself "what do you need to do?"
i expect him to tell me. but he replies with
"don't worry love"
i sigh.

and that's when we got to the common room again. the five boys ran toward me. pleading.
"we are sorry y/n w-we are so so sorry"
they all apologised over and over again. mattheo looks at me and i look at him with an evil smile. my eyes glide back to the boys.
"what did i say about talking?"
then silence. none of them spoke. they all moved away from near me. they didn't even look at me,
"good"
mattheo unlocks the door and lets me in first. he doesn't say anything to the boys to keep them away from me. he just walks in, then asks me..

"what was that?" he seemed amused at my power over the boys outside. seeing that he didn't tell me what hermione said. i simply reply with
"don't worry love" exactly what he said to me. but he wasn't pissed off. he smirked at me, he walked toward me slowly.
"what did you do y/n? have you been a naughty girl? threatening people? sounds a lot like someone i know.."
he kept walking until my back was at a wall. staring into his eyes, and the butterflies were back. i got nervous,

he'll always have more power over me, his face swiftly got closer to mine. my breathing got heavier and so did his. we stare into each others eyes. a hand slithers around my neck and the other on my back. he uses his strength to pull me into the kiss. i close my eyes and my hands travel to the back of his neck, tugging at his hair, our lips move in motion. our tongues wrapping around each other's. it felt great, the hand that was once around my neck travelled lightly down the front of my body. smoothly massaging my tits and his hand unbuttoning my jeans. he brings his lips onto my neck. i tilt my head giving him more space. he leaves hickeys on my neck and jawline.
"mmm" he growls. i lick my lips.

suddenly he picks me up and throws me on the bed. getting on top of me, he rips off his clothes, revealing his toned abs. he then pulls off my jumper. revealing my bra, my jeans had come off.. all i was wearing was a matching set. blue bra and underwear. he stares down at my body. for some reason i suddenly get kind of insecure. he goes to kiss my neck again but i stop him.
"w-wait"
"what's wrong? do you not want to?"
i shake my head. " i don't know i just don't feel-
"you don't feel sexy enough?"
i nod at his response, he then looks at me concerned.

"trust me y/n, you are the sexiest person i've ever seen. i could fuck you for the rest of my life, and i'd never get bored of you. that's how sexy you are princess. but if you aren't feeling it.. can i show you how sexy you are?"
he gives me more butterflies, yet what does he mean show me. i curiously nod.
"good girl, i just need you to do one thing for me. is that okay?"
"okay"
he gently grabs my hand. moving it into his area. his boxers were still on, but i could see his cock rising. it was sudden, it grew larger and larger the longer my hand was laying on it.
"see princess, that's all you needed to do to get me hard. just the thought of you could do it for me, your smell. your taste. anything about you.

he slowly takes his boxers off. and his dick springs up.
"come lay here."
my face rests in his shoulder with my legs straight down. my arms on his chest.
"now you watch, watch what you do to me"
a hand of his wraps around his cock. throwing it up and down. he groans in pleasure. he takes that same hand and puts it under my mouth.
"spit"
i do as he says, he covers it all over his dick, groaning again. he goes faster as i watch him. his leg twitches as he keeps going at a rapid speed.
i cannot lie it was fascinating, just the thought of me, could make him feel this way.. i keep watching. studying his movements. with my hand around his chest, i decide to tease him by dragging it down his abs, he throws his head back
"ohh y/n, this is what you do to me"
i giggle, i keep moving my hand around his six pack, getting closer to his cock, his legs twitch
"oh you think that's funny? do you?"
i giggle again. i keep moving my hand, i take his hand off of him and replace it with my own. wanking him off nicely. he groans and twitches.

"mmm, naughty girl" i move my position, kneeling over his legs.
"close your eyes mattheo"
he licks his lips at me and shuts his eyes. slowly i go down on his dick. i kiss the tip and lick it back and forth.
"naughty... naughty girl."
i continue. putting it all in my mouth, his hand strokes my hair as i suck him off.
"you keep doing it how good you are.. im going to cum in your mouth"
i go faster.
he moans quietly. then louder and louder until he says
"ohh y/n you make me feel so good can i open my eyes. i want to see your pretty little face."
i don't answer. i keep sucking him off until he opens his eyes himself. his eyes open as. they stare at me and i stare back at him. his eyes travel down my body. and then he pushes my head down all the way, making me gag.

"remember love, you swallow"
he cums in my throat, and moans. i look up at him and swallow it all. licking my lips. smirking at him.
"feel sexy enough now princess? do you want me?"
"mhm, yes"

yes it carries on in the next chapter i'll make soon, don't forget to vote!! what did hermione say to mattheo? love you guyzzz