rough start. 🥀

part 25: you do deserve love ❤️‍🔥

"i am.."
before he could finish i scream, i scream as loud as i possibly could..
"NO, NO YOURE DEAD." he shoves his hand over my mouth,
"oh so it was you?"
"w-what was?"
the man was pale, dark hair. pretty short and skinny as ever. his name was charles, yes that charles. but he's dead? how can he be here
"oh you know, the murder of my twin brother, stabbed and hung, did you and your little bitch of a boyfriend do it?"
i start to cry, what will this man do to me?
"awh look she's crying. how adorable,"
he smacks my face hard
"don't cry or i'll give you something to cry about.. got it?"
i gulp and nod in agreement
"i'm gonna give you something to cry about anyways.. but well done for listening" he shoots me a disgusting smirk and walks away.
he walks over to a table with an old camera, i reflects the light and onto the wall infront of me. he walks over to my face and spits on me.
"you won't love mattheo much more after this, my brother said mattheo was never going to find love because he won't let him. and i'm here to stop you loving him"
"nothing can change how i love him!" i shout.
"sh sh shhh watch it first then make up your mind."

"you think he's tough guy huh? you love him because of how tough and strong he is, the power he craves. but he's not that person i'm telling you,"
he tapes my mouth then sits over in the corner, he chews a bag of crisps laughing, what could be so bad that would do such a thing.?

it starts to roll, it's mattheo in this same chair, in the same place. blood covering his face swallowing the tears, a man stood behind him holding his head, he watches a clip of someone dying, a woman. which sort of looked like him in a way. he balls his eyes out and shuffles in the seat. the man behind him speaks.
"she dies because she does not care about you, she left you. and your father left you, you're all alone for eternity. BECAUSE NO BEING COULD EVER LOVE YOU! you're worthless, you deserve no love, realest after me BOY"
"i- i deserve no love" 

"NO THAT IS A LIE!"  i scream, he deserves the world. he deserves a happy ending just like everyone else. this is torture. watching him cry.
"shut up and watch Now!"
he repeats himself.
i deserve no love
i deserve no love
i deserve no love
"STOP!" he replays the clip over and over again.
"STOP PLEASE" i shout.
"I SAID SHUT UP! he walks over and starts to hit me, i could feel my face cutting and bruising. i cry for help but there is no use. i just needed my mattheo. my baby, he hits me once more and the room goes black.

mattheos pov:

we are back at the castle, i don't speak much i just listen. i've never felt so alone, so alone without her..
she is all i need, i cannot let go.
i go into deep thinking, who would want to take her away from me?
take away from me?
take away from me
take away from me?

i deserve no love- stop it! no, not that again. you cannot go into that again, y/n is the only one who changed me. she may not notice, i was in a dark place. my whole life i was in a dark place, until her. now she's gone.

"wait-"
"what is it mattheo?" hermione asks
"i-i-i, i deserve no love,a dark place. taken.. taken away from me? THATS IT! she's in the old house. the forest we need to go to the forest!"
they were shocked. i stand up and run toward the forest. i see the house, yet i trip on a tree root. my face bleeds but i carry on. my wand held in my hand. as i reach toward the house the others follow behind me i try opening the door, the tears flow down my cheeks, i'm not sure if i'm ready to see this room again, but i'll go through it for her.

i slam the door open to see her locked up in a chair, fallen tape on the floor and a tape playing. of me. she's asleep, she looks as thought she's waking up, her face bruised and cut, she's murmuring to herself. i see the man in the corner. the rage i had not let out upon the man who hurt me before, set on him.. i breathe heavily walking over to him. i pull out the knife i carried in my pocket, he tries to fight but there is no use. i pick him up by his neck

"the man deserves it, your brother deserves it.. and you deserve this!" i stab his heart, i pull the knife out and chuck it next to him. y/n get y/n.

she wakes up.
she whispers "you do deserve love, you do deserve it, wait- mattheo?!"
"y/n!" i try to get her out of the ropes. blaise and draco help. she stands up quickly falling into my arms.

she cups my face and talks to me.
"you deserve love mattheo. you do i promise, never listen to anyone else, you deserve love."
"how many times did you see that?" i ask
"s-several" she looks down.
"it's okay you're out now cmon" i cry
"hey, p-please no more crying.." she caresses my face and smiles.
"cmon let's go.." i pick her up and start walking back to the castle. everyone hugs her. i keep her close to me, but i get to a stop. i sit on the grass in between the castle and forest. her in my lap,i pull it out of my pocket and hand it to her.
"my necklace!" she smiles "thankyou mattheo" 
"it's okay, princess" i smile back at her

everyone else sat down a bit further away from a break, but i could tell they were staring at us both.
she kisses my cheek, then also stares at me. i stare back..
"mattheo.."
"yes y/n?" i ask
"i love you"
"you do? do u really?" i was so happy to hear, i starting giggling like a child. and so does she, i kiss her on the lips. "i love you too y/n riddle."
she continues to kiss me. turns into a make out session infront of them all. they all laugh but we keep going.
"y/n you are the only person who's ever made me feel this way, love. the only one to love me and i'm grateful. i went insane without you, you are the only thing that doesn't make me feel alone. when i met you, i was in a darkness. my whole life before you was darkness, yet as soon as i saw you my world flipped. and- i felt this. almost butterflies in my stomach, and i cannot lose you ever.. because. i believe, we are-
"meant to be" she was crying and smiling,

i hug her and i don't let go, not once did i lie, i truly do love her. and i always will...

seems like it's the end but it's not 😂 maybe
love you all for reading 😚