New beginning (hosie)

Chapter 14

Josie POV-

After school, I was getting ready for Penelope to come over. I decided to watch some tv by the time after at least an hour I hear the doorbell ring and now was the hard part.

I was heading downstairs slowly the walk to the door was killing me so I trudge towards the door was so painful for me.

When I open the door I soon saw a happy Penelope with flowers in her hand happy look in her eyes that I knew from the moment I saw she was here to apologize for everything that had happened but I was frozen and caught off guard.

Hey Penelope I said and kissed her and let her in. I walked her over in my mind I was thinking about how I can do this without breaking her heart. This was going to be a struggle that not even I could never wish on somebody but my heart was just not there anymore for this relationship and I can't contain or commit to it anymore.
No POV-
So Penelope we need to talk Josie said "I think we should break up,it's not you it's me and I know it because being with you I'm not feeling it anymore how it was even after what I saw it broke my heart "Josie says. "Why jo even after all we been through I thought you was staying or riding with me" Penelope said. "I saw you cheating on me and don't even try deny it because I saw everything with my own eyes Josie says". "Wait what did you see this"Penelope say.

"How long has this been going on!!!? I been here thinking we find when that's not the case at all did I not make you happy anymore? Was I enough? Did I make you feel unloved? What was it "josie said.

"It's been going on for four months I've been meaning to tell you that this was happening. No it's not your fault it just happened I wasn't expecting come out this way. But when me and her started talking I felt a different connection then what I had felt I tried to stop it but she always came back I ended up folding after awhile."Penelope says buy voice is cracking a little

Josie POV-
So did you love or was I enough this doesn't make sense. Like what did I do to deserve this thing? Is all I can think about in my mind when she explaining but I can't get over it. She just moved on like I was nothing to her but didn't have the courage to yet explain what was going to me. I feel stupid.

Jojo, I am sorry I didn't mean to hurt you, and it kind of sort happened Penelope says.

I really can't believe this I thought you was different if this was the case I wish we would've never been together if I knew it was going to hurt this bad in the end but don't worry we are over never will I get back together with you again. Don't contact me just enjoy your life I hope she was worth it.

Once Penelope leaves I break down crying even more I text Lizzie and tell her that I broke up with Penelope how she cheated on me what all happened. After I sent it I went and took shower thinking how I could deserve this what I could've done better.Once I got out of the shower I went downstairs and saw the flowers I threw out because they remind me of her I didn't even realize I had her hoodie on everything was just about her and I couldn't do nothing I felt stuck I was just stuck in a memory zone of everything we went through. All the dates of us chilling in my room me, paining her with paint, dancing in the rain etc.
So I was just a crying mess when suddenly the door was open I see Lizzie coming in with a worried look but once she sees me.
She ran and hugged me I kept telling her how did I deserve this in a way. Lizzie kept telling me that it wasn't my fault how you deserve better that I'm going to be okay. From my comfort just was frozen soon started to fall asleep and the last thing I remember is Lizzie telling me that she loves me and I was gone.

Omg hey, guys so like we're back and better with a bang I'm surprised people still read this book but thanks for the support.