I texted my best friend about a half hour ago, attempting to tell her what's going on. I haven't really said anything to anyone yet, but I decided to try to vent to her. Either, A) she's too busy to reply or B) she just doesn't care. I'm going to say option B. It seems its that way a lot lately. She doesn't seem to care. I bet if Josh were to text her right now he'd get a reply. I called my brother a while ago. I was able to keep my anger in when I first got in the argument with her. When I called him was when I let go and broke down. I need to do my laundry for work tomorrow. My washer AND dryer are must be feeling as shitty as I am seeing as they are choosing not to work. When I asked him to come over he acted as if I was a bother to him. I haven't seen him in approximately a month, but suddenly it seems like that's too much. My brother and I have always been extremely close, even with our ten year age gap. He moved out when he was sixteen, due to issues with our "step grandma" that I'd rather discuss at another time. He moved back in about three years ago with his girlfriend to save money for their own house. They moved out two months ago. It's been off since then. His girlfriend had two kids in foster care. They got them back about a month ago. I understand my brother has the responsibility of being a father figure now, but I'm missing the times where he seemed like he enjoyed my presence.
