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Last night was so stressful, I couldn't even sleep properly

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Last night was so stressful, I couldn't even sleep properly. Thoughts were piling over me, would Rudra do long distance or would he end up our relationship. Both the options hurted me but my career is as important as Rudra is to me. I can't give up on any of them.

I sighed sadly. I called Rudra few hours ago to tell him, about the new stuffs which is going to hover over us, but hearing his cheerful voice my heart dropped to even say it is something really serious. So I just ended up telling that I'm coming at his home.

To be honest, I'm really scared how would he react. I just don't want him to do anything impulsive. Right now, I'm sitting in front of my mirror, getting ready. I have put on a green crop top along with my dark blue jeans. I put on my lip-gloss and get up from my seat. I grab my car keys and head towards my car.

I was unlocking my car when Kartik came and started irritating me by pulling strands of my hair, I was really not in the mood to deal with his stupidity so I end up lashing at him.

"Stop it Kartik" i gave him very stern look, he instantly stopped his 'irritating bubble business' and turned serious.

"Ugh. Okay" he scratches his forehead and looks awkwardly at me because he looked embarrassed for what he just did few minutes ago.

"What happened? You look stressed" he finally gave in and asked me what's bothering me.

"I don't know. I don't know what I shall do, whether I shall break this relationship or put a stop to my career" my voice turned heavy as every word left my mouth.

"Oye nothing is going to happen okay?" Kartik acted like a good person, but even he knew what would be the outcome of this. I let out a sigh and just shook my head.

"How do you know Kartik? We are at the initial phase of our dating and it's not like we were dating each other since 2-3 years" it felt like the whole world was opposing  us when one problem is finally going away another steps in and starts testing us.

"Bubble, stop assuming things already. You don't know maybe Rudra would say yes to long distance and you guys could make your relationship work" he tried to put on some light on my really messed up situation but I don't really think it worked. I literally had my dreams that I would do things to my first brand new boyfriend but this-

It destroyed everything

I shrug at him disinterestingly start driving towards Rudra's house. The whole ride I had songs playing in the background but I really didn't give a fuck about it, instead I was thinking about his reaction.

Would I consider this as a relationship when we breakup or just a internship?

My subconscious mocked me and I laughed sadly at the thought. I guess internship it is.

Who knew the guy who accidentally hit me with his football would make me fall in love with him terribly and now when we are finally in love with each other, after denying our feelings for so long. The nature is trying to separate us again. It is all so weird.

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