Chapter Twelve

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*Nicole's POV*

Matt pulls up 30 minutes after I got home from the quick care. I'm sitting on the couch realizing as much as I've been getting my ducks in a row. He must have been too. He threatened my custody of our kids. How am I ever going to win.
He walks in with a smile on his face. The best mood I've seen in ages. He walks straight to me and lays his hand on my face and bends over to kiss me. I'm grateful foe the narcotic script I was given it's helping numb the pain and pretty much everything else.
Please don't touch me please don't touch me I'm whispering in my own head.
He does just that. He puts his lips on mine I keep mine closed as his tongue gently rolls across them. He opens his eyes to look at me and pushes his tongue harder into my mouth, with his hand beginning to grip my hair. A fear washes over me and I oblige. When he pulls away he smiles and says "Aww see you like the taste of her pusssy too!" I go to move but his hand stays in place holding me there. "Lick your lips Nicole, right fucking now!" He orders me.
I can smell her on him, or should I say on me now as well. I oblige because the pain of being hit again is front and center as a reminder that I can't fight back enough.
"Mmmm fucking hell this is working out perfectly. If I wasn't so worn out I would bend you over and fuck you too!"

I'm sick with the thought. He's disgusting and arrogant!
"Jessica is happy to come play with your pussy Nicole. I'm going to arrange a date night for me to enjoy you both. Mmm I can just imagine how your pussy on her lips will taste. I'm going to change. No need to shower her scent off me anymore as you will enjoy it tonight!"

As he walks away I carefully walk to the bathroom and sterilize my mouth and take another pain pill.

I have to endure dinner with Susie and Becky and Mike and Joe and Jack even. Playing the perfect wife to this jackass. I'm a great actress nobody suspects anything well then again Laura isn't here to notice.

When we get home I can't help but whine with pain and disgust as Matthew decides to follow through and fuck me. I took a pain pill on the ride home hoping to become numb to the pain and him as well. He's so happy and proud with himself.

Is this really my life ?

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