Insecurities and Cuteness

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A/N: Here's a little fluff as an apology for disappearing on you guys like that. I wanna thank you guys for 200+ votes! You guys are awesome! But I need a favor from you guys. I'm gonna need girlfriends for the other 3 turtles so if you would like to be one of them here's what I need you to do. Write your name, gender, age, and which turtle you want down below. Boy or girl doesn't matter!

I sighed happily against my now 6 month boyfriends chest. We were in his bed, me reading a book to him as he played with my hair. We'd been doing this for a while (about 30 minutes) and it was easy to tell that the mood had shifted as soon as he moved around.

I look'd up at him only to see his eyes full of seriousness. I closed the book and turned so that my body faced him. He kept his face stony but through his eyes I could tell how something he was thinking about was causing him pain.

"Raph." I murmured his name, a silent plea for him to tell me what was going. I knew from experience that pushing him would just make him mad. No one won in those situations. I laid my head against his shoulder and closed my eyes. "Talk to me."

He wrapped his arms around me. "(Y/n)." I hummed my response. 

"Like this I'll never be able to make you happy. As a turtle I'll never be good enough. If I was normal though, I could show you off. I could protect you. I could be someone you deserve." His voice was rough and deep with unspoken emotion.

I didn't say anything. If I did, he might shut off from me and I'd be worried about it forever. I waited for him to continue, gently rubbing his arms. 

"What if I could become a human forever? What if it was possible?" 

I instantly pulled back, looking into the emerald green eyes I'd come to adore. His stared back into my own (e/c) ones, searching for an answer. 

I didn't answer him as I brought my my hand up to gently trace his lips. My fingers then moved to his chin, his neck. I stopped at his chest and laid my hand over his heart, feeling the deep thrumming of it. I used my left hand to draw a path to his hand and intertwined them together. Before he could look down at it I laid my forehead against his. 

"Close your eyes. Listen." 

Reluctantly, he shut his eyes. I smiled at how he was so gentle with me and let the silence envelop us for a minute. Finally, I pulled back and he opened those fiery eyes of his. His eyes asked the question of what we were doing.  

"Raph, never think that. I don't deserve you, I really don't but you still love me. I love you because of who you are. Turtle? Human? It doesn't matter because, did you hear our hearts?  They beat together. Right?" 

I gave him a smile, noticing too late the flash of emotion that sped across his eyes. Suddenly, I was beneath him. His lips devoured mine, hands leaving a burning trail everywhere they touched. I couldn't stop the quiet moans that escaped and had to bite my lip to stop from whimpering in protest when he pulled away.I


  "Thank you (Y/n). I don't--God, I love you. You're so... (Y/n)." The last thing he said was my name before burrowing into my neck. I smiled and played with his mask straps, humming a light tune. After that he would occasionally pepper my skin in kisses.

"What even made you think like that? You know how much I love you, Raph." 

He sighed and shifted once again so that our chests were facing each other. "Donnie said there may be a way to make me human. Forever."

I gasped. "What? I haven't heard of it at all!" 

"He asked me because he knew how I was feeling at the time. I don't know how he knew though, I didn't say a word." I smiled at that. Donnie always was one that picked up on things best. Even better than Leo depending on what it was.

"Raphael Hamato."

He immediately looked at. Normally using his full name would mean he's in big trouble and is about to get his ass kicked. This time, however, I just wanted him to know I was serious about what I was gonna say next.

"I love you. No matter what shape you take I'll love you. Although I prefer this form. I've come to know and love this body."

He smiled at the suggestive meaning behind the heartfelt gesture. He hugged me close to his chest and kissed my forehead. "I'm so lucky." He whispered to me. 

"Yeah. Not a lot of guys get to witness how fabulous I am for so long." 

I smiled when his deep, sexy laughs filled the bedroom and we soon fell asleep in each other's arms. 



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