Sidnaaz beautiful short stories.

A fight with your inner self ❤

Warning: all those who have not seen bbb3 this story will be a bit difficult to understand for them.

Sidharth was shooting for his web series bbb3. It was a seen which was being shot where Rumi and Ishaan were shooting their bed scene, a bit cosy one where in the sidharth came to express his love. When Ishaan and Rumi scene was going on Sidharth was there looking at. If some people know that there was rumour or I dont know true that shehnaaz was first choice for the role of rumi and shot for 2-3 days too. (so this is the base of the story)

Lets go few hours back.

Shehnaaz is going to Kashmir today. She rang the bell of Sidharth's home. He was waiting for sana because he knew she will surely come to meet him and his mom before going. Sidharth immediately opened the door and shehnaaz immediately engufled him in her small arms. Sidharth gave a huge grin in crook of her neck. ( for the information their is no realisation amd confession from sidharth's side). But sidharth knew that shehnaaz is his peace. While hugging only he bought her in the house and then broke the hug. He cupped her face.

Sidharth: so. Ready to go?

Shehnaaz: sidharthhhh(she whines) abhi main aai hu or tu jaane ki baat kar raha hai kitna ganda hai tu.

Sidharth: acha sorry meri jaan.

Shehnaaz: acha yeh sab chod. Bata ma kaha hai. Maine unse milna hai. Meri flight ka time ho raha hai. Mujhe raste me ek meeting pe bhi jana h .

Sidharth's smile vanishes. He knew that she has to go but he was feeling that his peace is going away from him for the first time for so many days.

Sidharth: ha...vo vo 2 minute neetu ke ghar gayi hai. Aa rahi hai.

Sid mom: aa gayi meri bachi.

She was standing on the door with a huge grin.Shehnaaz goes and hugs her tightly. Sidharth was very happy and proud that two most important women of his life gel up so well with each other.

Shehnaaz: chalo ma main ab chalti hu. Late ho raha hai.

She hugged her once again and then goes towards sidharth. She stands on her toes and wraps her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. Sidharth responded with the same intensity. He wraps his arms around her waist and raised her a bit of the ground. After breaking the hug he pecked her forehead and she pecked his cheek and they both hugged each other again tightly. She picked her hand bag and left after hugging his mom. And not before looking at him once more. After shehnaaz left sidharth wipes the tears that were on the edge of coming out. We sighs.
Sidharth: acha mom. Main chlta hu.
His set was not too far but airport was. After he left his mom gave a sad smile.

Sid mom: pta nhi kab is ladke ka smjh aaygi ki kitna pyaar krta hai sana se.

Present time
Sidharth was at shoot and sana was in the meeting and was about to leave for the airport. Sidharth was looking at the same scene.( which i told in the starting) Rumi was on the bed with Ishaan just wrapped in the sheets. The only thing that came in his mind that what if really shehnaaz was Rumi. What if really shehnaaz was here in Ishaan's arms. Would he Be able To see this.

Sidharth ( in mind): kya sach me main shehnaaz ko aise kisi or ke saath itna kareeb dekh paata, kisi or ki baaho me dekh pata. Yha khud bhi to me aise scenes kar raha hu. Par sirf yeh sochke hi mera khoon khol ra hai. Sach me aisa hota to kya hota. Mera aisa sochna galat hai. Me uske career ke aage nhi aa sakta. Jab mujhe aisa feel hora hai to shehnaaz to kehti hai ki vo mujhse pyaar karti hai. Use kaisa lagega jab vo yeh dekhegi. Par main aisa kyu feel kar raha hu. Kyun? Kahi main? Nahi...kya me sach me? Kya me sach me shehnaaz se pyaar karta hu? Ha. Damn yaar. How much a big fool I am. Itni choti si baat nhi samajh paya me. Ki main us ladki se pyaar karta hu jise main kehta hu ki vo mere liye sbse important hai but us importance ko kbhi samajh hi nhi paya. Yeh samajh nhi paaya ki main usse kitna pyaar karta hu. I love her man. I love shehnaaz. Pr vo ja rahi hai. Shit. Main use apne dil ki baat bina btaye jaane nhi de sakta. Shehnaaz, baby I am coming tu bina meri feelings nhi ja sakti. God pls help. God pls. Use jaane mat dena. (he looks at his watch) uski flight me sirf 1.5 hrs hai. Abhi niklunga to uske andar jaane se pehle shayad ponch jau.

He immediately leaves as his scene has started so he was still in his own clothes. After just saying to his director that he has a very important commitment he has to go. He leaves. It was true. This was the biggest commitment of his life he wanted to give. He just goes to jewellery and took max 5 min to get a ring he felt was best in the showcase and asked adith to pay the bill. He himself drove the car. Leave driving, he was flying the car. No signal, no speed limit can stop him Today to meet the love of his life. Only 45 min were left for her flight but it was still time to reach the airport. After more 15 min he reached the airport. He take a breath of relif when he saw his life surrounded by the papperazi. He was in a disheleved State. He shouted her name. She turn around and was shocked to look at him like this in sweat.He ran towards her and took her in his arms. He hugged her as tightly as humanly possible and lifts her a bit off the ground. When he broke the hug firstly he looked at her with a huge grin and sighed in relief as there were few chances of him reaching on time.

Shehnaaz: sidh....

She couldn't complete when she a finger on her lips. Sidharth kept his finger and actioned her to keep quiet.

Sidharth: aaj tu kuch nahi bolegi sirf sunegi. Vaise bhi mere paas time nahi hai. Teri flight ka time hora hai. Pls mujhe bolne de.

Shehnaaz just nodded but she was still very much curious to know that what was the thing that he drove this far to talk to her. Sidharth slides his one arm around her waist and with other cupped her face.

Sidharth: shehnaaz tu humesha mujhse kehti thi ki tu mujhse pyaar karti hai par maine kabhi bhi tujhe jawab nahi dia. Humesha taalta raha. Kabhi kabhi to yeh bhi socha ki tu mujhse pyaar kaise kar sakti. Apni umar se itne bade insaan se pyaar kaise kar sakti hai. Meri insecuirties humesha mujhe Khati rahi. Aaj jab meri series ki actress kisi or ke saath itni close thi to mujhe aisa laga ki sach me agar tu uski jagah hoti to main kaise dekh pata. Andar hi andar ghut jata.Or yeh to phr bhi series thi Tujhe real me kisi or ke saath dekhta to mar hi jata. Shehnaaz chahe kuch bhi ho. Main tujhe meri jaan aise hi nahi kehta hu. Tu sach me meri jaan hai. Mere zindagi ke sabse ehem logo me aati hai tu or humesha rahegi. Aaj main tujhe kuch kehna chahta hu...