BESTFRIEND LOVE

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Makaila

I sighed as I sat in my cell I've been in jail for about 9 months now and Bre has been coming to see me she's brought Caleb to see me I hate for him to see me like this because I can't be able to pick him up and hold him ever since I've been in here I've been writing songs I got into 8 fights already

Guard:Yard time

I didn't want to go I stared up at the rusty ceiling the guard came to my cell and shook his head

Guard:You don't have much longer in here Garcia hold your head up

Me:I know I'm trying to

Guard:How many songs have you written

Me:5 I named the EP sweet spot

He nodded and passed me my mail I thanked him and opened it

Dear Makaila,

I know things have been hard since you left us and went to prison but I refuse to give up on you I love you and Caleb does too I hope you have thought bout everything and a better mindset when you leave that hell hole Caleb is finally 4! He's getting so big and is going to CD! I really wish you were here for his birthday but it's okay we can make it up when you come home Keep your head up and stop Laila Ali people in there love you

From,
Your wife

I wiped the tears from my face and I completely just broke down because I wasn't there to see my son and he's now 4 and going to elementary school I just hope I'm at least their on his first day of school plus Bre and bea birthday coming up and we're suppose to be going all out for them

Me:This shit is exhausting

Guard Mike:Garcia you got a visitor

I walked and he put the handcuffs on me we got to the visitors room and he took the handcuffs off I smiled when I seen my son and Acee I grabbed the phone and they did too

Acee:Wass good bro

Me:Waddup bro how you been

Acee:chilling making sure they play yo shits on the radio even though you in here you making bank with your music you looking at about 2ms when you get out

Me:Damn that's wassup

Caleb:Daddy

Me:Wassup Lil man happy birthday cal

Caleb:Thank you daddy when are you coming home

Me:Soon okay you been listening to your momma

Caleb:Yes I've been helping her to stop crying too

Me:That's good you ready for big school now

Caleb:I'm shy

Me:I know you is but you got this okay you get to learn your colors and abc's new numbers shapes play go to recess

Caleb:Okay...Mommy say she loves you

Me:*smiles* Tell your mom I love her too lemme talk to your uncle

He handed the phone to acee and she gave him his tablet I covered my face trying not to cry

Acee:I know it's hard to talk to him like this but you get out in a couple of months

Me:I know....How's Bre

Acee:not too good bro she's been out of it smoking a lot missing rehearsals barely even eating she locks herself in her room and cry the only time she is stabled is when Caleb is with her it's sad to see her like this because you did this to her before and she didn't take it too well the first time this time is even worser