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The last few weeks passed in a blur. Guinevere and Gusion were busy with their careers. They rarely hang out anymore.

Guinevere sends him messages though he never opened them. It was starting to worry her. She tried cheering herself up that maybe he is just busy with their tours. Gusion is on Australia while she remained in New York.

Next week would be her Victoria's Secret runway. Gusion is said to return because he was the guest. He will sing during the runway.

It felt like it was the longest week of her life, not being able to talk to him. He must be asleep considering they travelled from country to country during their tours. Gusion needs a lot of rest. She is trying to understand him. The timezones are also different.

Her phone pinged to a notification. Guinevere excitedly opened it expecting him to reply to her messages back.

He didn't.

In fact, it was a notification about him posting on his instagram story.

Guinevere clicks it and regretted it. It was Gusion, clearly drunk partying his hearts out to a club. Four girls were latched on his body. One is clinging to his shoulders, another one is on his legs, the other one latched her boobs to his face and the last one is sitting on his lap- on her damn throne.

Gusion simply remained passive as the girls licked and peppered him kisses. Guinevere can hear Hanzo hooting on the background.

Traitors. Cheater.

Guinevere swiped on his other stories and she wanted to cry because it was a picture with him surrounded by hoes.

So she did what she wanted. She cried for her brokenheart. That's why he didn't even text her even one message. Because he ghosted her. Wow. Guinevere wanted to berate herself for moping over a guy who she only met for 4 months.

She ended up calling Lesley and Selena.

So here she is, getting drunk in the afternoon in her family's private club.

Her two friends drank with her as a moral support. "Fuck him!"

"Yeah! Fuck that guy!"

"No you can't fuck him!" Guinevere whines. "He's mineeee."

"Bitch he's every hoes property! Stop moping over that small dick!" Lesley berated her.

Guinevere started to drunkly sob.

"I wish he had a small dick." Guinevere cries again. "I'm never gonna have those big dick again."

"That's your problem?!"

"No. I think I'm gonna die from jealousy. Hate him so much."

She checked her phone again hoping for him to atleast seenzone her messages. He didn't. It was clear that the message was delivered but he didn't reply. Not even a 'k' or 'im still alive' reply from him.

Guinevere wailed after seeing the contents of her phone.

She threw her phone away and it cracked and died on her. "You too, huh? You're leaving me too?" She asks her phone.

"I love you so much it hurts." Guinevere snorts. "Liar!" She screamed at her phone.

"Gimme your phone." She ordered Lesley.

"Nah! I'm not letting you break it- hey!"

Lesley whined as Guinevere plucked her phone from her hold and started typing something on it.

What does I love you so much it hurts means?

She clicked then read the first article.

It's when you feel so much emotion, so much passion and so much feeling for one person that you're giving away your whole self to them. Love is about giving a piece of yourself to each other- that's the risk. But once you do, it almost 'hurts' in a good way, because you've invested yourself so much in that being.