vent story things [tw]

mlg

- the image above 'mlg' is wAY to true for me rn -

tw: yelling, crying, self-harm, mentions of suicide.

characters: cipher, mlg.

" join me " mlg said as he got into a game. cipher, with shaky hands, joined. " hold on " cipher said the second he got in. he pulled out his phone and texted the crisis hotline: 'i know i messaged you guys only 3 days ago but please help im being abused' he sent it and the bot responded. he then waited for another notification. " look! its me! " mlg said walking over to a ragdoll, with its [from ciphers pov] left arm and leg painted green, and the rest of the body painted black, there was a doll in front of it. " oh look its my doll! " he said looking at the small doll in front of the mlg ragdoll. cipher heard a notification, he turned around and pulled out his phone. ' hi im [name i dont want to say], im here for you. whats the problem? ' read the text. cipher started to type ' he keeps getting angry with me, he wont let me go. ' cipher responded and put away his phone. he looked over at mlg, who was now on a chair. " i think im gonna fAllll" mlg  said leaning back on the chair, he laughed quietly. 

- time skip cuz im to stressed, tired, and hungry to do anything. -

" you know what, you cant control me. i can leave if i want " cipher said with anger in his voice. " you can leave if you want. but there will be something bad happening if you do. " mlg said with the slightest anger in his voice. the fight continued for almost an hour. cipher realized he said the wrong thing when mlg said " YOU'RE THE REASON I TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE YESTERDAY " mlg yelled at cipher. making cipher start to cry. he hid the fact he was crying by slowly walking into the gray house behind him." if i dont eat im gonna vomit, goodbye for now " cipher said and instantly left. he joined 'static' and ran into his room. soot jumped awake to the sound of cipher bursting the door open. cipher shut the door and ran over to his bed, sobbing. soot ran over to the bed and dug at cipher's head. cipher sat up, still crying. soot sat on his lap and puffed his pitch black fur up. cipher lay back down on his bed and grabbed his razor. " just one.. " cipher said to soot. soot's fur went down as cipher made a cut on his arm. he put the razor down after making a second cut. soot climbed up to his face and cuddled cipher.

[ yea.. most of this happened today.. its crazy how much trauma ive been through at such a young age. anyway yeA- ]