Heart Home [HYUNGWONHO]

Ch 4

Broken glass everywhere and the upside-down room was the scene that Hoseok met after his return blowing air tiredly, he closed the door behind him

" How dare you "

A tired voice from dark corner said

The reall hyungwon stripped of all appearances, formalities and weight of queen title

" How could you do that to me "

" There is no point in having this discussion for the millionth time "

Walking like death body toward standing hoseok He grabbed his collar with both hands, holding it tight
If it was another person, he would have been without hands before touching him but because it's Hyungwon, he didn't move

"  way bring me to this hell you know I am boy from the start " Shaking uncontrollably he said " nobody ever accept me here there nobody not today and not tomorrow or even other 10 years  "

Suddenly he grabbed the nearest thing and threw it in Hoseok's direction, missing him by centimeters and hitting the wall behind him.

The sound of the impact made him realize what he had done. He covered his mouth with his hands and his eyes widened in shock

"I tried to hit Hoseok...... I tried to hit the king....."
He began to hold his head tightly in frustration and spin around with his bare feet almost trampling on the shattered glass.

Hoseok held his hands, unable to stand Hyungwon's situation , holding him on his chest, he didn't know what to do anymore, he felt helpless, he tightened his grip on his body and looked at the ceiling, tears were almost running from his eyelids, but he wouldn't let things slip from his hand

" Because I love you I made you the most powerful man after me in the whole kingdom  so you have to be strong there no woman that could make me forget you "

" Who told you I want it ,it's suffocating me you are killing me hoseok I don't want all this "

Sobbing, he pulled his hand away  grabbing the edge of the wall resting his head on

" I hope I could understand u "

You just don't want to

Words stuck to hyungwon lips and stayed there, he just took a deep breath because he felt like he was suffocating

To much

All this is to much

Stuck in an endless cycle

" way you can't just chose happiness like everyone else ? , Life can't always go the way we want it to "

Hoseok tried to calm him down again  approaching and holding his wet face with tears felling, his heart squeeze at the sight , he wiped the boy face with the collar of his black shirt raning his fingers through his falling hair over his puffy eyes after

" It's strange to see your hair without flower on it " He searched his pants pocket for something and then pulled out a shiny piece and raised it before his eyes
Wear him a green emerald necklace

He traced the contours of the necklace with his fingers and turned to the smashed mirror showing his broken reflection

He smiled as he remembered one night reading a story while Hoseok was resting on his lap complaining to him of his jealousy of the heroine of a historical story who had dived a poor boy into the ocean to give her an emerald ،He smiled and was overwhelmed with tears

"Our gift-laden love will always be hungry "

He felt two arms pull him out of his whirlpool protecting him from his thoughts, his reality and his past, two bodies moving together, right and left
It stayed like that for an unknown amount of time just the two of them calming each other down silently

" Wonho "

" Yes my love "

" Can you let's me free "

There was a long pause

" Is stupid to ask question that you already know his answer "

Hyungwon thought he wouldn't get any more words like always but this time the other one continued in frightening seriousness

" I wish I could leave you but I just can't "

Sleep began to overwhelm his body and it didn't take long for his weary mind to succumb to a deep sleep,  didn't feeling how he was carried to his private room, and was will lie on the soft bed in his husband arms who contemplates him all night and leaves before dawn for his tasks