We kissed.
And like how I imagined it all year, it was amazing. Sparks flew, there was so much love and passion in the kiss it made my heart throb.
And guess what, I kissed back
I shouldn't have, but I did.
And now I'll regret it because Hikaru never walked in and caught me.
He shouldve, because now that I've fallen hard
I don't think I can love Hikaru...
"That was...." I was breathless.
"Amazing, breathtaking, earth shatterring, ground breaking?" He said hoping the kiss was good, but he exceeded in that one.
"So good. But.. I'm still dating hikaru.." I trailed off to see his face fall and I regret saying it immediately.
"Well I tried... I'm gonna wait. However long I have to wait, I'll kiss you, I'll hug you, I'll hold you hand and love you when he decides he wants to stop."
My heart... is pounding..
I walked out of the room then, going over to Hikaru and hugged him. "I made it better I think. "
"Do you love him?" Those four words said by hikaru made me blood run to ice.
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There you guys go sorry it's been a while.. a lot has happened, I'm going to parties alot, and I got sent to juvenile hall, and I switched schools, and family issues pooped up but I'm doing much better, my friend is trying to get me to stop being suicidal and to stop cutting and it's slowly working but yeah, have a good day
