"I don't love him, but I'm not saying I'm not attracted to him. I like him alot." i looked him right in the eye. He pulled me into a hug.
"Its fine. I don't care. Ill be here no matter what." i pushed him away.
"No. Stop it. You both are just confusing me. I dont need it. I need to figure out everything."
"But.." I cut him off.
"No! Stop! We're done!" I ran out mad as fuck.
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It's been a week since I've gone to the host club, I refuse to go because I don't want to see Mori, Hani, or any of the boys, shit I barely get to see Valaina anymore. because she's always with Jace. and Jace and me are not on good terms. not since he kissed me at least.
I miss Tamaki and mommy though, I just might go today, I guess.
I walked up to the doors and the same blinding light and petals came flying but something else happened, cake is flying everywhere, boys wrestling, good thing this place isn't open yet, the girls would have a hay-day. so question is, what the hell is going on?
"WOAH GUYS. PAUSE." I screamed as I entered and close the door behind me. Everyone's heads slowly rolled towards me. the twins were ganging up on Tamaki and Haruhi, Kyoya just in the back reading. weirdo. Hani and Mori are fighting. ;-;
"Now, everyone put the cake down-- that means you too Kaoru." I glared at the twin about to shove it down his brothers shirt. everyone listened to me, not surprising.
"Now apologize......" I watched Hani start crying and jump into Mori's arms.
"Morriiiiiiiii~ I'm so sorrrryyyyyy!!!!" I rolled my eyes and Mori held him. Dipshit. Oops did I say that? Haha well duh I did who else would?
"Now, before anything else happens, everyone needs to get this place cleaned up and clean themselves, the club is supposed to open in 30 minutes!" As I said that their eyes bulged and everyone started to scram around wiping stuff of and running to the bathroom to clean themselves.
I smiled and giggled a little and picked up a small plate with a small piece of strawberry shortcake on it with a small fork in it, still intact. I sat down in my usual spot and started eating. Haruhi came over,
"You're not gonna clean?" She asked innocently her brown eyes watching my every move as I shove bite after bite into my mouth.
"No, I'm not, I didn't help make it, your guys' faults completely. I just helped it stop." I finished it and pushed my plate back towards the middle of the table. "Done."
She just frowned and grabbed my plate then collected other dishes.
Is it bad that I don't feel bad at all? Its kinda funny actually, maybe I should do something demented. No, I'll just go choose the theme for today. Hmm, nekos? no. Mermen? no. ummmmmmmmmm...........ooh I know! they're gonna dress up like the cast of lord of the rings x3
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The. boys. hated. it. So now they're running around as nekos. boo. lame. I'll just go entertain some male guests.
"Hello, I'm kitty I'm here to be your personal Neko of this meeting, how may I be of service?" I bowed politely and smiled.
The boys turned red immediately. "Er... we would like two strawberry swirl cakes and one chocolate chip cookie dough cake." I tilted my head. "there's two of you?" He turned crimson. "I'm kiko, and I heard you like chocolate, do you mind sitting with us?"
I smiled, "Sure, hold on I'll go get your guys' order." I twirled off and grabbed some cakes since Hani chose to cook today. I got pushed into a dark closet so I immediately grabbed the glock out of my skirt and pressed it up against his chin. "Who the fuck are you??" I hissed menacingly.
"I-I-its Mori.." I sighed in relief with that voice being his and put the glock back. "God you know how I get when I'm scared. fuck. " I hissed and leaned against the wall, "What do you need Mori."
"I just wanted to say I'm sorry." Well that hurt, ow ow ow my heart damnit Mori. I accidently said that out loud oops.
"Um?" He said.
"Sorry, I don't always think inside the box yah know?" I giggled to myself.
"I know hun." He smiled and it hurt again, bastard shouldn't have replaced me. Hmmpt.
"Anyways, you have nothing else to say, I have customers waiting for me, goodbye. " I left without waiting for a reply, wiping away my teary eyes I went into the kitchen and got the cakes. not even waiting for a smartass reply from Hani I just went to kiko and his friend and put on a fake smile.
"Sorry for the long wait boys, I got side tracked."
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A/N!
Alright, sorry for the long wait, I got cancer, twice, um, there's a lot of family drama going on, I hate my moms boyfriend, he's an abusive drunk, so hopefully things will go right again when the divorce goes through and I choose to move in with my stepdad. And I do think I'll be updating more frequently, I got kicked out of school recently and just got myself back in, I've been catching up on work in ISS and it sucks its soooo boring and I sleep about 4 hours in it a day after I complete a stack of homework. OHHHHHH I might be pregnant!
Give me names?
If its a girl I might name her.... Nicole Arya Joe
Or a boy, ...... something Christopher Joe, I get barely any say so because the baby daddy is controlling and has had names picked out for the girl for years, so I got my say so and out arya in there because I'll be holding his kid... yeeeey pussy power x3 anyways, ignore that last statement, Ive been having so much fun! I have a street family now, whenever I don't even smile they all jump on me and tickle me, shit I ran away all the way across the park screaming rape and they pulled me down to the ground a tickled me -.- stupid brothers, daddy and uncles.
oh and I was homeless the other night! I was too scared to go home, so I stayed out with my street family, and we got chased by the cops, a lot. Me and uncle lost the others around midnight so we wandered around until 4.30 A.m. looking for a place to stay, sadly if I knew where my brother tank lived we could've crashed there, but no we ended up sharing a 4 ft doghouse. lol.
And omg daddys putting me in charge while he moved to Idaho for 1-6 months, hahaha they cant tickle me anymore they'll get in trouble. I smoke, everyday, Ive been trying to get drunk for the first time too, stupid Scottish in me. probably isn't the best if I turn out to be pregnant, which I'm getting a test today. so I'll let you know!
Anyways that's an update, I'm not dead okay! Just really busy! I love you all~!
Kitty out! ~poof~
