The Bullies (Magcon and O2l fan-fic)

Chapter 12

Me & Julia were walking back into hotel from Starbucks. We got into the hotel and all the guys were watching a movie or on their phones. "Hey guys were back" I said "hey" they said "hey" hayes said and kissed Julia hello. I think I'm going to do make a smack cam hehe. I went into the bathroom and got the shaving cream I went out and smack camed Nash "in your face sucker" I said laughing at him "really Victoria two can play at that game" he said and started chasing me "oh my god someone help me Nash is gonna kill me" i said running. 5 mins past and I thought I lost Nash until I felt someone pick me behind me and yelled "no victoria in your face"! he yelled and lightly smacked me with shaving cream. "guys wanna play hide and sneak tag"? I asked them. Hayes & Julia went out to the movies to see the DUFF. "Okay but who's it"? Taylor asked "you are haha sucker" I said and got up and started running to my hiding spot. "Hey" Nash said and it made me jump "Omg"! I yelled "don't do that" I added. "Sorry but you should've seen your face" he said while laughing "Nash you need to the shut the hell up or Tay is going to find us" I said "okay sorry" he said trying not to laugh so hard. "Besides it wasn't that funny so calm yourself down" I said. "Victoria I was wondering if you wanted to go on a date with me maybe"? Nash asked "aww nash I would love to go on a date with you" I said and hugged him. "Where do you wanna go"? I asked "I was thinking the movies and than get something to eat after if you want" he said with an smile "sure it sounds good" I said I hugged him once more and looked straight into his bright blue eyes and he started leaning in and so did I next thing I know we're kissing and it feels good. I feel safe but this kiss was different from Jacob's Nash's were more soft and sweet. I think I'm falling for Nash. But I can't date him, I'm not ready I just found out about Jacob what happens if Nash does the same to me? What happens if I'm not good enough for him? If I started dating him would he break my heart like the others? All these questions kept coming into my mind. I mean but I also like Taylor but why must life be so hard. I can't even believe that I'm friends with my bullies i promised myself that I would never forgive them no matter what happens they will always be the ones who made me feel unwanted, worthless,nothing in the world, they called me names, they told people lies and they believed them of course they would there the most popular kids in the school. I'm just a nobody thanks to them it will always be there fault for the reasons I want to end my life. Why I have scars on my wrists and all over my body they took everything away from me until I had nothing left to give them. were now back in the hotel room talking and on our phones again I swear if there not on their phones they might die. "Hey Nash I'm sorry but I can't go on a date with you". I said "what Why"? He asked "because I realized I did something that I never wanted to do I forgave my bullies the ones who made feel fat, ugly, worthless, the ones who made me feel like I shouldn't be here most of all the reasons why I have scars on my wrists and all over my body. You guys did this to me and that's the reason why I can't go out with you Nash I'm sorry". I said with tears falling down my cheeks. "i maybe like you and Taylor but I don't want to feel this way about you guys" I added a few mins later. "I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you" nash said "but you did and you know you liked it" I said "no I didn't like beating you" he said "Nash I know when people are lying and your lying to me right now" I said "Jacob I see why you like mahogany she's everything I'm not she's pretty I'm ugly she's skinny I'm fat". I said as tears rolled down my cheeks. "I just want you to know that I actually did love you for you" Jacob said "not anymore I pushed you away and now when I need you I don't have you anymore" I said. "You will always have me" Jacob said "no don't you get it I have no one I push people away" I said "like right now I'm with people but I feel so alone and it hurts it sucks not having any friends or someone that loves you" I added "I didn't mean for this to happen Victoria" Jacob said "you talked about sammy mean while your just like him" I said "I know" he said "I'm sorry sammy I love you" I said "I love you too Victoria I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you needed me" sammy said "but I had someone there for me when you cheated I had Shawn he told everything was gonna get better and it did but it's happening all over again" I said "Victoria were sorry for the way we treated you" Cameron said "I'm sorry guys but I can't do it anymore I have to go now" I said "what you can't leave" Taylor said "i want I don't want to be here anymore I'm sorry that I crashed the fun guys I didn't mean for this to happen" I said "we shouldn't have bullied you it's our faults" Nash said "oh and Jacob if you don't treat mahogany right me and you are gonna have problems your sweet boy don't be stupid" I said "I promise" he said and gave me a sweet smile "thank you" mahogany said "for what"? I asked "for not killing me I didn't even know he had a girlfriend" she said "well he has you now and if you make him happy than I'm happy for you guys. Oh and mahogany don't think I hate you cause I don't you really nice and sweet and Jacob if you really want be friends than I can try to be Mahogany's friend too only if you want" I said "that would be the best" he said "agree" mahogany said "well I have to go it was kinda nice seeing you guys" I said "aww please don't go" nash said I grabbed my bags and went towards the door "bye guys" i said