The Bullies (Magcon and O2l fan-fic)

Chapter 23

*victoria's pov**
I woke up to strong arms around my waist. I turned around to see Nate sleeping I then smiled to myself. He is so cute & sweet but I will not like him. Sammy made me think worst of myself like I'm not good enough for people anything in the world not even living. Once Sammy told me those words I cheated on you again I felt like killing myself I don't care if it sounds dramatic. That's how I felt correction how I still feel. I went to get out have bed but I felt arms pull me back down. I started to laugh "Nate we need to get up come on" I said "ugh fine if we must" he said whining. " oh quit your bitching already and get up" I said "well damn girl" I heard someone say it wasn't Nate. I turned around to see everyone there including Sammy. It was carter who said that. "Oh shut up" I said smiling. I was now walking to my closet and picking out light baby blue high wasted jean shorts shorts, a crop top that said "all I want is you" which is the Daniel Skye song featuring Cameron Dallas. Daniel Skye is the cutest little thing he's like my brother that I never had. I heard he's coming on tour with us soon I'm so excited. I got my stuff went into the bathroom got into the shower did my stuff and got out I put on my clothes and then put on some make up. I put on some purple lipstick , winged eye liner, and sliver eye shadow. I was now finished I put my hair up in a bun and put on my red vans. "Yo Nate you ready yet"? I asked "yeah let's go" he said and grabbed my head I slided my hand out of his. He then looked at me and said "what's wrong"? "Um nothing I just don't want to hold hands sorry that's all" I said "oh" he said I think I made him upset which made me upset. 5 mins later the whole group was falling us out the door. "Let's go get some food" lox said I just glared at her. I'm mad at her she knew that Sammy cheated on me and she didn't even tell me. "You can't stay mad at me forever" she says "yes I can watch me" I said with full on sass. "Come on guys no fighting" Cameron said "fine then keep her away from me" I said "grow up already" lox said "bitch keep talking to me and I'm gonna fucking kill you" I yelled with anger " k then come at me I'm not scared of you" she said and laughed. "I'm leaving" I said walking back to my hotel room "what why?" Nate asked "because I can't stand the two of them" I said walking but Nate graves my arm I yanked my arm back and said "leave me alone" "fine" he said sounding sad. I feel bad I started to run to the hotel ran to the elevator. I was crying so much it was to breathe I ran into my hotel room and I was ready to be done with life. I can't stand it anymore. I'm just done. I decided to write a note.
Dear guys,
Sorry that I had to do this. I'm very sorry. I couldn't take the pain anymore. I'm sorry mahogany you are my best friend and I was acting like a bitch towards you. I'm sorry I'm not a true best friend but I just wanted to say bye and thank you for always being there for me. Thank you to all of you for being there for me and making me feel worthless I really appreciate it. Yes, I never will forget the bullying I can't forgive and forget I'm sorry. I'm so scared I'm sorry I hurt all of you. But I'm free now. I want you guys to promise me that you guys will still live your lives without me. I love all of you. Skate I'm sorry I really did like you i just didn't want to because I was afraid that you would hurt me like Sammy did sorry. This is goodbye.
Love,
Victoria.
I was crying so much I couldn't stop the tears I finally got to the bathroom and grabbed my razor I thought I would never have to use it again but here goes nothing. I went mad I made deep cuts all over my arm, stomach, legs, thighs. They were all so deep and I kept making them deeper and deeper I really hope I fucking die. Oh yeah what they don't know is I did this in a different hotel room. But I left the note in my room. I started to feel light headed and the last words were goodbye world. And I felt my body collapsed on the ground. The blood probably all over the floor. I was thinking that this would be the day I won't have to feel pain anymore and this is probably messed up but it made me happy. I love all my friends I always will but it's time for me to move on and not be with them anymore they need to forget about me. They have to make believe I was never apart of their lives it's as simple as that.

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