Married for a mission

Admitting everything

Bucky's POV:

We land and we go inside. "I've missed this place." Y/n sighs. "I'll put your bags in your room," I say. She nods and she sits on the couch. I go upstairs and open the door to her room.  I look at her bed and place her bags next to it. "Why are you in here?" Nat laughs, standing in the doorway. "Putting Y/n's bags down" I sigh. "I'm pretty sure you don't like her" She laughs. I roll my eyes and leave to go to my room, across the hall. I check the time and it's 7:35 pm. I unpack my bags and take a shower. I walk back into my room and Y/n is sitting on my bed. I wonder how she got into my room since my bathroom is connected to my room. "I got you something" She smiles. I adjust the towel on my waist and walk closer to her. "What is it?" I smile. She pulls out a bag of plums and holds them out. "Wow. How did you know?" I laugh, grabbing the plums from her. "I've seen you eat them all the time, and I also asked Steve." She mumbles. "Thank you, y/n." I smile. "I'll put them away for you." She cheers, grabbing them from me. I nod and watch as she walks away. 

Y/n's POV:

I sigh as I leave Bucky's room. I bite my lip and close my eyes as I think about him in that towel.  I bite my finger, take a deep breath and walk downstairs. "Hey Y/n" Scott smiles. "Oh, hey Scotty!" I cheer. "Did you just leave Bucky's room? I'm pretty sure I heard him showering." He grins, raising his eyebrows. "I went to show him the plums I got him." I laugh. "And what was Bucky wearing?" He tilts his head. "A towel," I mumble. "Interesting" He laughs. I put the plums up and rush back over to Scott. "Can I tell you something?" I ask him. "Of course" He nods. "Over these few months, I think they changed me" I whisper. " Explain yourself." He crosses his arms. "I think I'm in love with Bucky" I sigh. Scott starts coughing and then laughing. I just stare at him. "Oh, you're serious?" He questions. I nod. "When I'm with him he's so sweet and kind. I deeply enjoy being around him. When I saw him in that towel, I'm not proud to admit that I thought some things." I mumble. "Wow. What happened on that mission?" Scott asks, shaking his head. I laugh and tell him everything. Beginning to end. "I'd fall in love too." Scott agreed. I laugh and hug him. "Thank you for listening." I smile. "Anytime" He smiles. 

Scott and I watch "Pitch Perfect", "Jumanji: Welcome to the jungle" and "White chicks" and around the time we're done it's nearly 11 pm. I go shower and try to go to sleep. I end up just rolling around in bed, my mind full of thoughts. I give up on trying to sleep, walk across the hall with a blanket around my shoulders, and knock on Bucky's door. He opens the door and looks wide awake. "Hey" He smiles. I notice that he doesn't have on a shirt and I feel my face get hot. "Hey" I grin. "Can't sleep?" He asks. I nod. "Me neither." He smiles. "You're wearing my shirt." He laughs. "And you're wearing no shirt." I giggle. "Oh, sh*t! Come in." He shakes his head and moves from the door. I walk in and look around his room. 

Bucky's POV:

I close the door and look at Y/n. She takes off her blanket and places it on my bed. "I've never really been in here." She smiles. "Yeah, sorry." I laugh. Y/n turns around and looks at me. "Can I sleep in your room tonight?" She asks. I got those butterflies in my heart that causes me to smile. "Of course, my love." I grin. "I love it when you give me those cute names." She laughs, sitting on my bed. "Noted." I nod. I slide In the bed and she gets in after me. I pull her closer to me and she starts whispering. " You're so warm." "Thank you," I whisper back. She looks up at me and I stare at her. "Can I kiss you?" I ask. "Of course." She smiles. I bring my head down and place my lips on hers. She bites my lip as if asking to take the kiss further. I smile and agree. Our tongues dance together and she bites me. "How rude," I say faux offended. She laughs and kisses my collarbone. "Doll, can I talk to you about something?" I whisper. "Of course you can." She says, wiggling more comfortably in my arms.

"Since this mission already ended, I want to tell you how I truly feel," I say. "Go ahead." She smiles. "Before this mission started, when we were on that swing you asked me why I didn't like you. I said I didn't know, but I lied. I've always known." I sigh. "What do you mean?" She whispers. "When I first saw you I thought you were absolutely beautiful. I knew from the start that I wanted to get to know you but when started telling us about yourself and I knew I couldn't. You have two wonderful parents, a loving sister, and a cute dog. You didn't become an avenger because you went through h*ll. You became an avenger because you earned it. Your tactical skills, your friendliness, how stubborn you can be. It all makes you the perfect candidate. I became an avenger because I got experimented on, fell off a train, got tortured, and got a metal arm. I hate to say this but I didn't want to "ruin" you. I didn't want to be negative to your positive life." I sigh. "Elaborate, lovely," She says, squeezing my hand. " I feel like a burden to you. My nightmares wake you up at night. The fact that if the wrong person knows the wrong words I could hurt you...kill you. I whisper with tears running down my face. "You've never scared me. And you've never been a burden to me." She mumbles, rubbing the tears from my face. "Days where I'd try my best to make you leave me alone, you always tried your best to be nice and understanding. I felt so bad, but I knew that was better than if we got together and I hurt you then." I finished. "Bucky. I don't mind comforting you when you have a nightmare. You make my life so much better and I appreciate you for everything and you could NEVER hurt me, love." She says sweetly. "Y/n. I wholeheartedly fell in love with you. And I'm pretty sure I'm still falling." I whisper. "D-Do you mean it?" She mumbles. "Of course I mean it. I need you" I smile. Y/n leans in and our lips lock. I feel my heart flutter as I remember that I admitted my feelings to her. "I'm in love with you too." She smirks. "How long have you known?" " When we were in the hotel" I laugh. "Why?" She giggles. "Because when I noticed how comfortable I was being around you. I knew I more than liked you. Letting you try my things, laughing with you, just being in your presence. But as things went on, I wanted more of you. Which lead to us kissing, and I liked it. I sighed. She laughs and lays on my chest. "Well since you're obviously in love with me." She teases. "Will you be my boyfriend?" She whispers. "What was that?" I tease, trying to get her to ask louder. I feel her flench and sigh. "Stop that!" She laughs. "I didn't hear you." I shrug. She looks up and me and stares into my eyes. "Will you be my boyfriend?" She asks confidently. "Of course I will, my love" I smile. "I love when you call me that." She mumbles.