All Flustered | Sapnap x Reader

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Sapnap's POV

She was here, like actually here, stood in front of me, in my room. All that time of staying up just to watch her streams, all the way up until the point she noticed me and we finally started talking. We did a few collabs and would occasionally play together with groups of people. But now she's here.

I couldn't help myself from feeling the way I do when I hear her voice or when she says my name or even when I just know she's there, on the other end of a discord call. It was like I'm on fire but I wasn't burning, she made me feel like I had the world at my feet.

"What?" she asked me, I quickly turned away hoping she didn't see me staring for all that time even though she definitely did, "Nothing" I answered hoping to save myself.

She just chuckled to herself. Her chuckle, her kind-hearted, warm chuckle. I let out a sigh, a happy sigh, I'm pretty sure I had just melted into the floor. My whole body had gone numb. Holy shit, I am a simp.

Y/N's POV

"Are you sure it's nothing?" I ask him once again, he'd started going red and he was zoning out. "Are you feeling okay?"

"Umm, yeah" he cleared his throat, "It's nothing, It's probably because I haven't eaten"

"Nick?!" I shout, "It's nearly 5pm?!" My phone had already changed to the Florida time zone. "Were going to eat right now" I grabbed his hand and dragged him out the room. I stopped at Clay's door knocking before getting the okay to go inside.

"Hey what's up?" he asked turning from his PC.

"Have you eaten?" I ask.

"Ummm" he leans his head back into his chair thinking.

"What is wrong with you two?!" I turn my eyes switching from Nick to Clay, "It's literally nearly 5pm, I'm starting to think maybe people in Florida just don't eat" I chuckle to myself.

"Are you coming out to eat with us or do you want me to bring you something back?" I ask knowing that Clay may not want to risk going out with us two and getting caught out.

"Maybe just bring me something back, I'm gonna stream with George anyways" he says looking back to his screen.

"Okay then, we'll be back soon I'll text you where we go and you can tell me what you want, sound good?"

"Yeah, thank you" he smiled, I start to shut the door behind us, "Have fun!" he shouts as his voice quietens.

I start to walk towards the door and I feel Nicks hand start to settle into mine, it was nice. He grabbed the keys as we left and got into the drivers seat, he insisted on driving because he didn't trust my driving. Honestly I'm not sure if I do either, I don't know the roads so it would have been different.

We drove to a place Nick had suggested and then ordered our food, texted Clay the menu and then ordered his too. We decided not to eat in and took our food and headed back, it was a pretty quiet ride back.

"Are you sure nothings wrong?" I ask for the last time, knowing I'm probably getting on his nerves now.

"Yes I'm sure why do you keep asking?" he turned to look at me and nodded and then set his eyes back on the road.

"Well your really quiet and you usually aren't, and you keep doing this thing when you go slightly red and zone out? You sure you aren't sick?" I ask slightly concerned, this was unusual for him.

"I feel fine" he shrugged.

"Okay then, I'll stop asking if your sure. I don't want to annoy you too much" I laugh.

"You could never" he said quietly, he was being genuine. A smile spread across my face, he's so sweet.

We got back to the house and me, Nick and Clay all sat eating our food in the living room. There was something playing on the TV but none of us were really paying attention to it, we were too busy planning the stuff we wanted to do.

"So we've got; Manhunt stream tomorrow, some sort of IRL vlog Tuesday, Chill day Wednesday, Beach Thursday" Clay read out from the list we had just made.

"You're gonna love the beach" Nick said from besides me, I smiled back at him.

"And what should we do the last few days?" Clay looked up at the both of us, we shrugged.

"We'll figure it out" I replied getting up and cleaning up the mess we had made eating.

The three of us sat in the living room after eating and watched a film Clay eventually getting up and going to bed, Sapnap shortly after. I decided not to be weird and try and go to bed too.

I laid looking up at the ceiling unable to fall asleep.

Corpsey 🖤🐰

How is Florida?

The foods okay
But the time is weird
I should be able to fall asleep because
its 3 hours in front I should be tired
but I'm not

Take a hot bath or something?
That should help
Read 12:49am

Corpse, Corpse, Corpse. He's a genius. I dragged myself off the bed and into the bathroom, and turned on the hot tap leaving it to run whilst I go and get some bubble bath. I poured more than I should have into the bath and watched in fill, striping off and climbing into it when it was done.

I sunk into the water, all of the bubbles lying on the top of the water, then just like that the second I start to relax, a knock on the bathroom door.

"Y/N?" Nick quietly whispered from the other side of the door.

"Come in" I say without even thinking. The door opened and Nick's hands immediately shot to his eyes.

"What the fuck, you in the bath. Why did you tell me to come in?!" he whisper-yelled.

"Nick open your eyes" he hesitantly did as I said. "Can you see anything?" I asked.

"....I guess not" he said with realisation in his tone.

"Exactly" I pick up some bubbles in my hand and blow them into the air.

"Can you still put something on, I feel like I shouldn't be in here"

I sighed and got up out of the bath, Nick turned completely red. I stepped out and pointed to the towel he was stood in front of, "You're stood in front of my towel."

Nick's eyes never left mine, the eye contact was kind of hot I wont lie. He gulped whilst his hand searched the counter behind him before gripping onto the towel and handing it to me. I wrapped it round me and smirked, "Better?" he just nodded slowly in response.

"Ok so what's up?" I ask walking past him, to the guest room, our bodies brushing each other.

Nick let out an unsteady breathe before answering, "I just wanted to see if you were okay?"

"Yeah why wouldn't I be?" I question rummaging through my bag for some comfy shorts and a loose tee.

"Well yo- you were just taking a bath at 1am so I...just came to check on you?" he stuttered, "Not to mention you just stood naked, dripping wet through right in front of me."

"Are you sure you wanna put them two words, in the same sentence, in that wording" I turn to smirk at him holding up the towel.

"Your just re-really bold at the min-minute" he cleared his throat.

"Do you not like?" I fake pout at him, my smirk peaking through, "I'm just messing with you Nick" I giggle.

He smirked at the ground rolling his eyes. "Did you just roll your eyes at me?" I question with a daring tone as I walk closer to him. I lifted his chin to look me in the eyes, leaning closer to him and then moving to his ear.

"Your going red Nicky" I whispered into his ear, then pulling away from him to stand in front of him once again.