My Mr. Fvckboy | h.js |

4.1

Y/n's POV

The next day was just as boring as the last. And the next one. And the one after that, and after that. It doesn't really get any more eventful to be honest.

"You know, you've been acting weird lately" Jisung says as he tracks behind me out of the detention room for, hopefully, the last time.

"What do you mean?" I furrow my eyebrows, tightening my grip around my backpack.

"I don't know. I mean you don't even wanna argue with me anymore like usual. You don't wanna talk to me at all, even if it's in the form of an insult" He explains with a strange amount of passion, almost like a pastor who swears they've seen both God and Satan.

"No.. you just over-analyze things. I haven't changed at all. Maybe it's just you who's changing" I defend myself. "Why is it such a big deal anyways? Do you like it when I insult you or something?"

A d-degradation.. ki-

"I'm just wondering what's with the sudden distance, that's all" he raises his hands in surrender.

Distance? Yeah it's for my own safety. I mean no normal boy will start acting nicer all of a sudden to a girl. Not without bad intentions right? I can't think of any reason he wants to be nicer all of a sudden. Not one.

Maybe just one.

It goes quiet right after. I stare at the way my feet land on the floor with every step, wondering how I even learned how to walk.
Jisungs hand comes into view, swaying back and forth as he continues walking.

I follow it with my eyes.

It looks.. really soft. Almost like a.. SHARP BLADE READY TO CUT MY THROAT IF I MAKE THE WRONG MOVE-

I don't even notice how quick my brain was to shield itself from any romantic thoughts at all about him.

It's not like I like him or anything.

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3rd Person POV

Y/n and Jisung walk until he has to part ways.

Y/n under an immense amount of stress over a boy, stress that only she is responsible for.

She pushes him away as much as she can, burying herself in different excuses on why she can't be around him.

We all know he won't actually slice her throat, or is secretly selling her info to the dark web. But she really doesn't want to come to a conclusion she doesn't like.

She doesn't want to have the thought of her liking him, or him liking her.

Deep down, very deep down, she's sure though, that she definitely has a crush on a boy she has sworn she hated.

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Jisung's POV

What's up with her? I know she's never really been fond of me, but never like this.

I can't even get her angry reactions anymore it's like shes.. scared of me or something. I didn't give her a reason to be scared, did I?

Though.. it could be my sudden acts of kindness.

I thought we were starting to be friends, in a way, but it seems like that kind of approach made her drift further.

I don't like her or anything though...

I open my front door, taking my shoes off and heading to my room.

Laying on my bed, I stare at the ceiling.

Should I.. ? Maybe I should.

I search for my phone, then search through my contacts until it lands on a specific name.

Minho

I have almost everyone in the class' contact by now, kind of cool like that.

Me :
I have to tell you
something really
important

Me :
But you can't
tell anyone

Minho :
Kinda scared

Minho :
is this some sort
of love confession
or something

Me :
yeah

Minho :
uhh .

Me :
NOT FOR YOU WAIT

Me :
ITS ABOUT Y/N

Minho :
thank god

Minho :
you're not rlly
my type anyways

Minho :
WAIT ABOUT Y/N?

Me :
it's not set
in stone it's just

Me :
I think I might
like her, a bit

Me :
that's why I came
to you, you know her
best, right?

Minho :
damn right
I do, came to the
perfect person

Me :
shes just
really confusing

Me :
I mean I don't think
she likes me but

Me :
well idk

Minho :
if I'm gonna
be honest

Minho :
I do think she
likes you, but
doesn't know it

Minho :
or she does know it
but is suppressing it
bc she doesn't WANT to know,
you know?

Me :
a bit confusing
but yeah, I guess

Minho :
yeah I get the
knowledge of a
girls mind, it's what
I get for having her
as my best friend for
years

Minho :
but I digress,
I do think she likes you
but im sure if you were
to ask her out she'd decline

Minho :
just how she can be.

Me :
how do I get
her to like not do that?

Me :
to get closer to her,
not be so closed off

Minho :
just go slow,
don't get too nice
right away or she
gets scared, idk she's
a scaredy cat.

(Oh that makes
sense now)

Minho :
I'll coach you
through this don't
worry 👍

Me :
yeah I'll
try not to

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THIS SUCKED IK BUT
I kinda wanted to add a chapter of like
explanations like
"Why tf is she acting like he's gonna sell her shit to the dark web?" "What is up with this thought procress"
it's kinda just what I go through when I think I have crushes, it's what ik best kfjrshjg
YES THEY BOTH LIKE EACHOTHER AND PRETTY MUCH KNOW IT BUT ARE FAILING TO LIKE JUST BE UP FRONT AND ACKNOWLEDGE IT, VERY AWKWARD BOTH OF THEM
also I've been spending a lot of time editing the story bc I don't like some of it, so I haven't been writing a lot so yeah