Litterly just a book of mmu oneshots at this point

Why did i write this book?

Hello my name is alexander acardy and i decided to write a book on my thoughts and fears , i know some (most ) people would find it stupid, definetly the boys in my school so i keep it hidden from them, but i decided i shall write it anyway.

People say that i'm meant to be brave and not cry and no body needs to know what i'm feeling because no body cares , if your wondering who said this to me :

It was my father ,

when i was five.

But thats not true because there is at least one person who cares about my emotions and she geos by the name of hazel wong, or at least her freinds call her that her father sometimes calls her wong fung ying. But either way i like both her names i think there both very beautifull and suit her perfectly.

Some times when i'm worried ill tell hazel and she'll tell me storys to take my mind of it or she'll comfort me and tell me things we be all right and i do the same for her , but some times i can't talk to her because she's not here. So instead i'll write to her.

Hazel is the reason i'm writing this book. Hazel said to me that it could help if i write my fears in a book so the next day i can't look at them and go over them and think about the truth and how my fears aren't as bad as i think.

I have a lot of fears.

So here is my first one :

I'm scared one day hazel will think i'm weak and stupid , like everyone else thinks, and leave me.